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ZAYN LEAVES ONE DIRECTION OMGOMGOMGOMGOMH 😭😭😭

25'03'15 zayn javadd malik forever & always❤️ #AlwaysInOurHeartsZayn

im so torn :((((((

so I actually wanna talk about these things:
"150 people died in an airplanecrash and all you care about is Zayn Malik"

Okay, first. Why do you care.
Second. "150 died." Yeah and more than 2000 directioners commeted suicide.

I don't think people takes this serious. They dont understand how much that "stupid" band means to us. And maybe so much that they just dont wanna live anymore.

A lot of friends of mine don't understand it. And I can't explain?

Its just this feeling he gives me and when he does it feels fucking great.

All I feel now is sadness.

I cant imagine that band without zayn and I dont know if its still one direction bc zayn goes another direction.

And I'm also sad bc of the reason he left. We made him sad. We made him so sad that he just didn't wanted to do it anymore and it makes me even more sad to know that 'we' made him sad.

"How can one people saves millions but millions people not one?"

I love you all, stay strong.

-xo M