How it Came to be

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My breath is cold", tears running gently down my pale face. My eyes are red and my lips dry. My head is now feeling as if it were squished between two solid brick walls coming closer every second. The past keeps hurtling toward the present, reminding me how it all came to be. One thing led to another and little by little it all came hurtling down torward me like a meteoroid falling from the emptiness of space. My hair is tangled, my heart is pumping blood through my body faster than ever before. Surprisingly my feet are full of blisters and my lungs are heavy and feeling as if they were about to collapse.

"How did I get myself into this" I thought

I sat agents a blossom tree to rest from all the running. I notice an old swing made out of rope tied one of the poor branch of the tree. It reminded me of my mothers cold, freshly squeezed lemonade. The sugary water was heaven after a long time on the swing. I start to remember of all of my poor life. I think of how my life all passed by in a blink.
Dehydrated and hungry, cold, and fragile. I feel stupid, I feel that I should have been more careful with all of the decisions that I have made. Where have I gotten to with this. It has only caused misery and pain to my loved ones and I.

"Why have I chosen not to care, why don't I want to see reality"?

I feel useless,I'm feel like I am a fallen angel. My soul is looking for something yet I don't know what. Something is for sure though, it hasn't found it. I used to think how close yet far death is. It was going to be my solution, my way out of all of my problems. My escape of everything and everyone.