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i wake myself up from the tossing and turning that i have had been experiencing. i felt as if i was going to throw up. throwing up has got to be my most hated thing, especially alone. mason was away at st.george's for england while i'm at home.
since he's been gone i haven't felt good, living on my own has always been something i was new too. now that i'm ill, and alone, i feel even worse. i pick up my phone and check the time. it was 2:30AM. i was thinking about calling mason but i didn't want to disturb him.
after loads of thinking, i decide to message him just to see if he was awake. i sent the message and it only took a few minutes for him to respond.
M <3
hey are you awake?
yeah what's up ?
just feel really ill, sorry if i disturbed you by the way read 2:33AM
after he had read the message he called me almost instantly.
"hey angel what's wrong?" his tired voice spoke, making me smile slightly. "don't think i've ever felt this ill in my life, mase" i chuckled lightly as i responded to him. i can imagine him pouting sarcastically at my reply before he also responds, "have you taken your medication?" "yeah course, just not doing well without you" i speak honestly, "awh babe, i'm sorry. ill be back in 2 days, one more match and i'm all yours." i smile, "don't be sorry, just my anxiety hating being alone." there was a comfortable silence before i spoke again, "i'm going to let you go now, again, im sorry for waking you" mason yawned through the phone before speaking, "you didn't wake me babe it's fine, get some rest you need it." "im not the one who needs it mase you are. i love you, goodnight baby" "goodnight angel" we both smile before i put down the phone. i lay back onto my side and smile to myself, feeling better from just one conversation. the way he cares warms heart, asking about how i am constantly. my heart melts everytime.
