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doubts have been running through my head lately. with mason being a famous footballer, also being famous for his looks and his personality, he could get any girl he wanted.
it's currently 2am, mason is asleep next to me. i look at him and smile. how did i get so lucky? it's so unnatural to me. the thoughts overwhelm me and make me let out a slight tear. i go onto my phone and scroll though instagram, hoping it would cheer me up. which it didn't.
i ended up scrolling down masons page, finding pictures of his ex. i know that there would be nothing between them now, but what if he was happier then? what if i'm not making him happy anymore? more tears start to run down my face as i hear mason get up and turn to me.
"you okay love?" he asks , moving closer to me. "yeah i'm fine !!! go back to bed your tired." i say, pressuring him to sleep again. "nahh you know me, you gotta tell me. what's wrong?"
i stare into his eyes for a few seconds before another tear runs down my face. he pulls me in for hug, "can you please tell me? so i can help?" i pull away and nod my head.
"it's just my insecurities messing with my head, that's all." "what insecurities babe?" he says, moving his finger up and down my arm. "i don't mean to hurt you by saying this, but it's the thought of you being able to get anyone you want. literally anyone mason, ariana grande if you wanted to. or if she wasn't married but whatever. your personality is amazing and your looks are just a bonus, i can't even believe how lucky i am to have you. i just don't understand why." i say, not wanting to face him.
"babe, i couldn't get anyone i wanted. no one could, absolutely no one. you may think so, but it's a load of bullshit. plus, you're you and all i want is you. doesn't matter if any other person likes me, i want you and only you. all the time. i'd never let anyone come between us. never ever, i couldn't lose you. i always think about how lucky i am to have you, babe. you're such a beautiful person inside and out, being around you makes me smile. i don't want you to feel like you can't be open and honest about how you feel."
i cuddle closely to his chest, "thank you so much. just to let you know, none of this is your fault. it's mine, fully. insecurities get the best of me most times. but thank you so much for reassuring me. i love you to absolute pieces." i blurt out, hugging him tighter. "don't think i've ever been more in love with someone like i am with you."
hii! just a quick notice thatttt i am writing a mason book!! i've currently completed nearly 4 chapters and should hopefully start uploading them very soon, i'm wanting to write loads of them when i have the inspiration, not to leave everyone reading hanging. so if there isn't many updates on this book, that's why! but of course i will still be updating here and more imagines are to come, remember to leave your requests <33
