Tears » poetry by Anne Sofie Zaar

XLVIII

I'm haunted by
The memorie of you
Telling me you tried to
Leave.

I wasn't there for you
Why wasn't i by your side?
Why wasn't i telling you how much i loved you?
Why didn't i know?

You couldn't help me you said
And you promised me to
Never do it again

Please keep your promise
Don't kill yourself
Your my bestfriend
I would probably end up
Doing it myself

Please stay alive
I love you
And i hate myself for
Not known you wanted to
Leave

And that you could easily
Leave
And i would could do nothing
Because your far away from
Me

And that i'm just A screen
You text to
And listen to
But never meet
Never hug
Never hold