Tears » poetry by Anne Sofie Zaar

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I'm trying

To recover

And i hope

Its over

Please say its over

I want to feel free

Please don't get lower

I want to love myself

Maybe not from my outta

But from the person within

The person who like being creative

The person who like books and to paint

The person who loves Bring Me The Horizon followed by Arctic Monkeys and The 1975

The person who loves the Stars so much

She would lose all sleep to stay up

Watching as they sparkel perfectly

In the night with her under

Outta space is so beautiful with all Its color

But i think i'll stay in Black

My true color.

My poems are some shitty mess ik :/
I've recently (like just today) opened my eyes. And i dont wanna live my life like this, i wanna be happy. All of us wants. So, i'm gonna try to accept myself for who i am. Because that, i can't change. Sure i Can lose and gain weight, but it won't change the Way i am: how i feel ect. And i need to be happy with what i have....
Also, idk when this book Will end •_• please let me know how much more i should be writing in this book :)
(If i end this book i'll start A New poetry book dont worry babes^-^)