Christmas Eve
"Minghao-ah Merry Christmas!!" I said and give him the present.
"Merry Christmas to you to Hanuel-ah!!" He said and give her a present
"Shall we open them together" i said then he nodded
"On the count of 3 okay"
1!
2!
3!
Let's open it!
We both open it and both of us are shocked, we looked at eachother then laugh. It was a ring, a friendship ring we didn't expect it to be the same i guess we have the same idea when buying a gift.
"Wah! Eomeo!" He said
"I didn't expect it to be the same haha!" I laughed
"I guess were really meant to be " he said in a flirty tone
"Yah! Stop being a flirt"we both laugh
It's nice to see him smiling like this....
After opening our gifts we sat on the couch
"Hanuel i have something to tell you, i have feelings for you
I.....
Love you" he said
Minutes have past and still no response
"Hanuel? Are you sleeping?" He said and look at his shoulder where your head is resting. He tapped you but still no response, he was worried, he sense that something was wrong, he checked if your still breathing...but your not breathing he began to panic he quickly carry you and brought you to the hospital.
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Hanuel's Pov:
I woke up feeling weak. I was about to move but i heard
Beep*Beep*Beep*
The beeping sound was my heart rate. I guess my time is up i thought. I felt something warm he was holding my hands. Minghao...
He was sleeping while his hand is interlocked with mine. I slowly lift my hand just to touch his face.
He flinched
"Hanuel-ah. I'm so worried about u, i don't know what to do and-"
I cut him off
"I'm sorry" i said while squeezing his hands
"Why didn't i notice? What's wrong with you? Why are you here?"
"I don't have much time Hao"
"W-what?" He let go of my hand
"My heart has a problem, i don't have much time left to live"
"Why didn't you tell me?" He said his voice cracking
"Because...you'll get hurt"
"Hanuel it hurts more when you kept it hidden from me"
"I'm sorry Minghao"
"You lied to me. You said you will never lie to me. You said you were just going to the hospital because of your grandma. I should've have notice that your sick. Stupid! stupid! " He said as he hit his head with his hand.
He was going to hit his head again but i stopped him, i looked at his eyes that are now full of tears.
"Stop it Hao, I'm really sorry please forgive me. Please don't blame your self. Please you have nothing to do with this"
He started to cry, the tears that he has been holding was now falling down.
"Minghao-ah, don't cry because of me...don't worry about me..worry about your self" i said and wipe his tears
"But you said that your going to stay with me forever!..Why do you keep lying to me Hanuel-ah" he held my hand again
"I...."
"What Hanuel what?!"
"BECAUSE I KNOW THAT IF I TELL YOU, YOU WILL WORRY ABOUT ME AND YOU BLAME YOURSELF EVERYDAY EVEN IF IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU BLAMING YOURSELF, I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU SAD. I--.."
My heart rate began to drop and i was slowly being swallowed by the darkness. His face began to fade, everything began to fade.
Until i saw a light
"Goodbye love" was the last words that come out of my mouth before everything went black
"What?! Hanuel?! Hanuel?! NO!!... I'm sorry Please!...this can't be happening!!" He was crying so hard
"Time of death 9:34 pm" the doctor said
Minghao's Pov:
"You were all that i have. I hate you! I hate you! I hate myself!...this is all my fault. She was all that i have. She said she will be always with me Liar! Liar! Why did you lie to me Kim Hanuel??" I said while sobbing silently
Someone poked my shoulder. Then i turn around. It's the doctor
"Mr. Xu, she left a note for you when she came to the hospital the other day" the doctor said as she give the note to Minghao.
To the person that i love and cherished the most,
Your reading this letter now which means that I'm gone. I'm writing this letter because i want to tell you that it is not your fault okay? You keep blaming yourself even though it's not your fault Please dont....I'm sorry for leaving, I'm sorry for not keeping my promise to stay with you i know i lie and i know that your hurt because of it. I really wish that i didn't met you so you will not be in pain right now. Your probably hating yourself right now while reading this...but please can u smile for me? I love you take care of yourself ok?
Leaving is sometimes tearful,sad and heart-wrecking but i smile because i know you are forever mine and distant never change that. Goodbye. My breaking heart and i agree. That i could never be. So with my best...my very best, I set you free...
Love, Hanuel
Nonstop tears was falling down my cheek. I held the letter tightly...So she wrote this not so long, she knew all of this would happen.I'm sorry.....
(This story is coming to an end,I hope you guys liked this story. I tried to write this chapter to be really emotional... it is sad?)
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Last days with Him || Minghao ff
FanfictieA girl who has only days left to live. She has many regrets in her life but the only thing that she didn't regret was to spend every single days she have with the Man she loves. "I'm sorry Minghao....." *This story is kinda based on Haicheng* [This...
