Every Moment

The Truth

*I Feel A Tear Start Rolling Down My Cheek As I See Them Walk In And Hold Hands ... On The Outside Im Crying, On The Inside Im Screaming. I've Never Felt So Much Pain In One Scene. I Try To Hold Back My Tears But The Feelings Overwhelming It's Much To Strong. I Told Myself "Lily Dont Cry", When You See He's Moved On, But I Was So Heartbroken And It Hurted So Bad And I Couldn't Stop But I Didn't Want Joseph To See Me Like This So I Asked Could I Go To The Bathroom, I Dried Up My Tears, But When I Saw Them Laughing Together, I Felt My Whole Life Be Taken From Me By A Monster. I Start Crying Again And As I Ran To The Bathroom I Heard Austin's Voice In My Head Say I Love You Forever
As I Walked Into The Bathroom All I Could Say Was "Why"! "Why Didn't He Love Me"? "Why Wasn't I Enough"! "I Did Everything He Wanted And He Just Left To Be With Another Girl"! "I Love Him Soo Much It's Impossible"!
I Dry Up My Tears And Carefully Walk Back To The Table Without Even Looking Back To See Them Once Again *
Umm Joseph, I Say
Yes ? , He Answers
I Have To Go, I Feel Kind Of Sick , I Say
*I See A Sad Look C'mon To Joseph's Smiling Expression*
Okay Well At Least Let Me Call A Cab And Pay, He Says
Ok, I Say
*As I Step Into The Taxi I See Tears Start Running Down His Face As He Steps Into The Black Mercedes And Drives Off Into The Dark Street Right Then All I Felt Was Sympathy Joseh Really Liked Me And I Let My Old Relashionship Get In The Way Of It All .... As I Get Ready To Be Home I Call Yvonne And Tell Her To Open The Door*
Awww Baby Girl, What's Wrong ? Yvonne Says
I Saw Him, I Say Sadly I Saw Austin And I Let Joseph, He Started Crying And Left Sadly
Awww Your Still In Love With Austin, Aren't You ? She Asks
Yes ! I Yell He Was My First True Love.
Well Baby Girl, Do You Like Joseph ? Yvonne Asks
Well If You Like Him, You Gotta Tell Joseph About Your Feelings For Austin If You Actually Wanna Be With Him, She Explains
But What If He Doesn't Accept That ? I Ask
If He Really Loves You Like He Says He Does Then He Should Understand Hun Yvonne Says
Ughh At Least Let Me Tell Him Tommorow, Looks Like I've Done Emouvh Damage For One Night I Say
Alright Baby Girl But First Thing Tommorow You Tell Joseph The Real Reason Why You Left She Says
Okay I Say
*As I Walk Up The Stairs , Into My Room , And Upon My Bed , I Cry Myself To Sleep But All I Could Truly Thunk About Was Austin And How In The Hell Was I Gonna Tell Joseph How I Really Felt About Him .... And My Ex .... Austin