I Loved Her More

Sage

5 days later

My heart sank. The weight of the news crushed my chest so hard you'd think an elephant was sitting on me. I've never felt pain like this before. First it was the shock. I couldn't move. I couldn't breathe, speak, or do anything. I felt numb. It felt like the worst dream I could possibly have. Then the pain hit and I started crying. The tears ran down my face so fast I could've drowned and my ached worse than ever before. I fell to the floor hugging my knees and screaming, unable to do anything else. I stayed there for an hour. I didn't eat. I didn't sleep. I didn't move for days. Every time I fell asleep the same nightmare came back. I was reliving that day over and over. I couldn't do it anymore. I can't do this anymore.