dear diary // hyunin

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After coming home Jeongin waited for call from Hyunjin so impatient. He tried to do something to don't pay attention to phone. But he really couldn't.

Yang really wanted to talk with Hyunjin few hours more, but when Hwang, after two hours since they finished their meeting, still didn't contact Jeongin, boy felt kinda sad.

'Mom? Maybe... he finds me weird and he met with me just because of mercy? Maybe he thought I'll be a pretty girl with who he could hang out, but... it was just me?' Jeongin said sadly, suddenly hearing knocking the door.

'Innie, please, open the door. It's maybe aunt Semin, she really wanted to see you after transplant, but she was in America and she could come back few days ago." Jeongin's mom said softly and Jeongin just nodded his head, going to open the door.

When wooden wall recede, Jeongin perceive tall, blonde boy with wide smile and big bouquet of carnations.

"Hyunie!" Jeongin squeaked happily, jumping on taller one, wrapping legs around Hyunjin's waist. 'What are you doing here?" smaller one asked, don't even thinking about stop hugging Hyunjin.

Hyunjin laughed quietly, putting bouquet on the cabinet, gently grabbing Jeongin's thighs.

"Um... You still have birthday, for three hours so... I thought I could take you... for a date. Later I'll pick you home, I promise, but now... I prepared something in this one hour." Hyunjin smiled slightly, looking up at Jeongin.

"A-a... a date? With me? Why don't you go with any girl, any pretty girl, I thought you like girls and-"

"I want go with you without reason. I just liked you a lot. So, put flowers in vase, wear your jacket and let's go." blonde one said, rubbing Jeongin's cheek.

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"Where are we going? I'm not sure if you won't kill me, quarter my body and bury in the ground..." Jeongin said seriously, looking at Hyunjin.

"Oh no... You got me." Hwang said sadly what made shorter one laughing cutely and cuddled up to Hyunjin's arm.

Blonde boy rested his cheek on Jeongin's head, lead younger to small, gorgeous meadow which literally looked like from fairytale.

"Hyunie? How did you find this place?" Jeongin asked with stars in his eyes, smiling widely.

"Um... once me and my friend were drunk and... kinda we went out of club and accidentally we felt asleep here..." Hyunjin said shyly, making Yang laughing softly.

"Well, best places always have funny backstory." brown-haired boy laughed happily. "Here's awesome. Promise me you'll take me here oftener if still would like to meet with me and... if I'll be still alive..."

"Hey, Innie, what are you talking about? You will be alive, of course!" older one said, looking at crying Jeongin. Hyunjin softly wiped his tears and cupping his face. "Listen okay? You won't die. Stop think about it. You had transplant, since one year you are okay, your immune system accepted that transplant, Innie. Don't even think about negatives."

"B-but-"

''No buts. Don't do placebo on yourself, okay? You're fine now, yes? Innie, you have your whole life ahead of you. You'll find love, you'll start a family, you'll have kids, pretty wife-''

''I'm gay.''

''Pretty husband then. Innie, you deserve whole world, everything what's the best. Don't think that something can be wrong. Come on, I want to show you something and make you stop being negative.''

Jeongin smiled a little, hugging Hyunjin tightly.

''Thank you. Your words mean a lot to me... I don't know why, probably because of you're my donor, I feel like... Like we would know each other for years. I feel I could tell you anything and... you know...''

''I know, Innie.'' Hyunjin said softly, kissing Jeongin's head. ''But now, look.'' He said proudly, showing a small beach over the pond, where were prepared blanket, a lot of cute lights were hung between trees and small campfire. ''Happy birthday, Innie. I hope we will be able to celebrate your birthdays year by year together. I hope you'll like a gift.'' Hyunjin said happily, pulling Jeongin on blanket. ''I know it's almost midnight but... I hope you'll like it.'' Blonde one said, giving shorter boy a small box.

When Jeongin opened the box he felt tears in his eyes. He didn't even expect that someone who he knows not even 24 hours will give him gift like that.

"Hyunie, I... No, I can't take it-"

"You have to. It's your birthday gift, Innie. Always wear it. If you'll believe deeply, it will give you happiness all the time. I promise." Blonde boy said, cupping Jeongin's face, softly rubbing his cheeks. And couldn't take off his eyes of younger's lips. "Turn your back to me." Hyunjin said, gently fasten the necklace on Jeongin's neck. "Fox means braveness, loyalty and ability to cope with difficult situations. You have to be the same. You have to be brave, you have to cope upon a hard situation. I always gonna be with you to help you and take care of you. No matter what. As Little Prince took care of his little fox." He said, showing his necklace with Little Prince. "And I promise. I'll never leave you. I'll never let you go, I'm always gonna be here for you. I didn't give you my bone marrow for nothing, right? You will be alright, Innie. I'll be your Little Prince and you'll be my Fox."

Jeongin barely nodded his head, hugging to Hyunjin tight.

"I promie I'll do my best to stay with you, Hyunie. I promise I'll be your Fox."

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"Boys, it's almost 3am and you just coming back home? I totally understand you wanted to spend more time together, but, Innie, tomorrow you have go to school."

Mrs. Yang welcomed boys with arms crossed on her chest, looking a bit angry.

"I'm so sorry, mrs. Yang. It's my fault. I took Innie for long walk and we talked a lot. My apologies."

"Okay, it's fine, but, please, take him for trips like that in weekends, okay? Innie, you have to go to sleep because-"

"Can Hyunie stay overnight? Please? Please, Hyunie, stay with me... You promised to stay with me no matter what."

Hyunjin looked at shorter one, smiling softly and stroking black, fluffy Jeongin's hair.

"I'd love to, baby, but I can't today. I have to feed my cat, bet my parents are also worried about me and-"

"Would you mind if I'd stay overnight with you?"

"Jeongin, please, don't overdo. Hyunjin also has his private life without you."

"I'm so sorry, mrs. Yang, but Jeongin is also part of my life too. He's not just a random guy. Personally I don't mind if Innie would stay overnight with me. My parents would be happy if they will meet him. But, Innie, remember about school, okay? I'd love to take you to my home, but your mom is right, it's very late and you have to go to school. I promise I'll pick you up from school and I'll take you for dinner, okay?"

"Okay... but-"

"No buts, Innie. Tomorrow. And, if your parents wouldn't mind, I'll take you to my house for a weekend, okay?"

"Okay... Could you give me goodnight kiss? The same as you gave me in cafe?"

Hwang nodded and cupped Jeongin's face, softly kissing his nose and forehead.

"And now, good night, Innie."

"Thank you, Hyunie. It was the best day in my life."

"I promise you'll have better days"