dear diary // hyunin

4

'Okay class, tomorrow you gonna have small test, please prepare and I hope everyone gonna get good grades. It's all for today so you can pack your things and go home. Just don't say it to headmaster. "

Teacher joked to class and students packed their things, immediately leaving classroom. Jeongin stayed a tiny bit longer, slowly packing his books and calling to Hyunjin.

He knew he had to finish his lessons much later, but he was afraid to call his parents or walk alone. He also knew Hyunjin has his own life, he also studied, worked and stuff.

Jeongin realised all that things and he wanted to hang up, but then hyunjin picked up phone.

'Hi Innie~ what's up?'

'Um... H-hi Hyunie, in fact nothing...'

'So what was reason for you call me? Oh wait... Aren't you at school?'

'Actually... I just finished classes-'

'I'll pick you up in ten minutes. See you~'

Jeongin wasn't even be able to reject. Hyunjin just hanged up and left Jeongin waiting.

Boy just sighed and took his backpack, leaving classroom. Jeongin put on headphones and started play some music, knowing none of his, now, ex friends not gonna talk to him.

It made him feel like a toy. Everyone used to like him, after all, Jeongin was cute, cheerful and helpful person, younger and older girls had crush on him, either boys. He always smiled, always was polite and kind. Everyone knew about his condition. And people who were his friends just left him. Some of them even made jokes on him.

Yang sat down on the bench in the front of school, looking at falling leafs. He loved autumn, but he didn't anticipate fact that weather is very, VERY variable. That's why he was sitting alone and shaking like little jelly, looking at his shoes.

'No way you didn't wear any jacket, Jeongin.'

Someone took off raven-haired boy headphones, and when he heard that familiar voice saying his full name he knew he has trouble.

'Oh, um... Hi Hyunie~'

'Don't even try to be cute to me not be mad. You know you need to take care of yourself. Particularly when it's cold.'

'But why don't you understand i just want to be like other normal teenagers? I don't want to be treat like fucking freak.'

'Watch your mouth and, please, don't get angry.'

Hyunjin sighed, wearing his jacket on Jeongin.

'You are normal. Please stop saying things like that.'

'But am I wrong? Am I not just a stupid kid with fucking disease, ugly face and horrible personality?'

'You are wrong. You are the prettiest boy with amazing personality who gives my future boyfriend or even husband vibe. You are fighting with your disease, you almost win. I'm very proud of you, my little Foxy. And, I know it's hard to take everything what's happening around easy. But you doing it great. Now, please, stop being angry at yourself and let's go for your favourite mulled wine and cookies with sour cherry filling, hm?'

Hyunjin asked softly, cupping younger's cheeks in his soft, warm hands, stroking Jeongin's cheeks.

Yang just took a deep breath, nodding softly and he looked into Hyunjin's eyes, biting his lower lip.

'Can we order it for take out and rest in your home? My... My parents had huge argue this morning and... I'm not sure if I want to go home now...'

'Of course, honey. Now, let's go. And clean your mind. Everything gonna be okay, love.'