dear diary // hyunin

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Few months later

"Mom? Would you mind if I'd stay with Hyunie overnight in his place?"

Jeongin asked shyly, looking at his mom in kitchen.

"Don't you exaggerating? Jeongin, you literally was in home one night this week. Trust me, I know how close you and Hyunjin became in these few months, but, Jeongin, he has his own life and you keep messing it up! Don't you think you spending too much time with him? Or maybe you two are dating? Hope no. "

Woman said irritated, looking at her son.

'B-but mom, he offered me to stay for movies night with him... I told you he needs to leave for few weeks! And no, we're not dating!"

But I wish we could.

"Don't rise your voice! I'll call him to ask who this idea was to you spend all weekend with him."

"But what's your problem? We almost every weekend spending together in my place or his! Why are you suddenly against ours meetings?"

"Because I see you two act very odd! Jeongin, just be honest with me. Are you couple?"

"No mom! I... I think he has someone..."

Jeongin immediately went sad, lowering his head. He wanted to be the on who Hyunjin would date. No one else.

"Okay. But I'm calling him right now to ask who's idea it was."

Jeongin rolled his eyes, going to his bedroom. He really wanted to know why his mom started be so strict for him and Hyunjin.

It's been almost five months since they met first time. They became very close, ya, they spend almost all days together. Hyunjin helped Jeongin with his classes, he took and picked up Yang from school, he took him to hospital for check ups, he treated Jeongin like his younger brother.

Jeongin slowly fell in love with Hyunjin. He fell so bad. Every touch Hyunjin gave him, every small kiss he left on Jeongin's forehead, nose or cheek, every time when Hyunjin called Jeongin his made him feel butterflies and blush.

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"Innie? What's wrong?"

Hyunjin asked when he opened the door and saw crying Jeongin, immediately hugging him.

"M-my mom is very strict these days... I don't know what's her problem, but... She has problem that we, you and I, spending a lot of time together. She even suspect we are couple..."

"Iyeni... Please don't cry, okay? Even if we would be coupe what's the problem?"

"My parents are extremely homophobic... Once I even had to lie to them I have girlfriend and my friend pretended to be in relationship with me... But I want boyfriend..."

"I'm sure you will have the best boyfriend ever, trust me. The best in the whole world."

"Someone as amazing as you?"

"Innie, I'm not amazing. I'm average... I'm really nothing special-"

"For me you are even more than special. Bet your... Boyfriend or girlfriend gonna have the best boyfriend and it's will be you."

"Innie, I'm really not amazing at all."

"Don't you remember what you did to me? You saved me. For me you are more than just amazing person. I'd die for being in relationship with someone like you."

"Maybe one day."

"Huh? One day what?"

"Oh, Innie! Hello love! Why are you crying? Hyunjin told you something?"

Boys looked at short, worried woman who came from kitchen.

"No, I just... Kinda argued with my mom..."

"Oh, love, take your shoes off and come to living room, I'll make tea and we gonna talk, okay sweetie?"

Woman softy rubbed Jeongin's hair and boy nodded gently.

"Okay, thank you..."

When Hyunjin's mom left room Hwang softly hugged Jeongin, hiding face in raven hair of Yang.

"Should I talk with her, Little Prince?"

Blonde one asked quietly, stroking younger's waist and kissing his head.

"If you could... Then yes, please."

"It's gonna be fine, I promise Iyeni. I will never let anyone make you cry."

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"I don't know why she became so strict to me. I have good grades, I don't skip lessons, I don't make any troubles to them... She never was so much rigorous for me... Now she doesn't event want to me meet with you... Literally two weeks ago she was very happy when I told her I'm gonna spend time with you. "

"Maybe she also has problem but she doesn't want to say it loud? Or she has hard times? I think you should talk with her, Foxy, hm? Or... Maybe she really think we are dating and... That's why she became so strict..."

"I second options is right option... I don't understand why they are so homophobic... I wish my parents were as tolerant as yours... I wish I could tell them I like boys, I want to have boyfriend... I have never been in a relationship with boy... With girl neither... I wonder how it feels to be with someone who loves you and you love them. Do you know this feel, Hyunie? "

"Well... I know how it feels to love someone, but... No one never loves me as much as I did... Few years ago, when I was seventeen, I was in relationship, but... He didn't love me at all. He just wanted sex and my money. And he cheated on me. Then I would gave him whole world, but after this relationship I haven't been in love again. I'm scared to be in love again. Even if it would be someone like you, I'm still scared. "

These words made Jeongin feel confused.

Even if it would be someone like you?

"What do you mean? Even someone like me? What?"

Jeongin asked, looking at Hyunjin who just hugged him and kissed his head.

"Nothing, Foxy. I just... Need some time to tell you something, okay?"

"Tell me what?"

"Tell you a secret. Wait till your birthday. I promise it's gonna be amazing baby."

"Baby? You are more confident day by day Hyunie."

"Maybe I am. But you like it, don't you?"

Blonde boy smirked, gently pulling Jeongin on his own body, slowly sliding his hands under Jeongin's shirt.

"What if I don't?"

"Then I won't believe you. I know you like it."

Hyunjin smirked, softly tickling Jeongin's flanks.

"No tickles, Hwang."

"I don't know what are you talking about."

Older smiled softly, tickling Jeongin's thighs and buttocks, making smaller boy laugh.

"No, Hyunie!"

He squeaked, trying to push away older.

Boys 'fought' few minutes, finally lying next to each other, cuddling and giggling quietly. Or rather Jeongin was giggling when Hyunjin rubbed his back.

Jeongin was truly happy. He was lying with... Someone who he felt he likes a lot. He knew he met Hyunjin litetally few months ago, but... He felt for older boy.

He totally fell for Hyunjin.