EXO Imagines

Sehun Imagine ~

~Sehun Imagine~

Sehun POV~

I was watching her feed Jongin the strawberries. My fists clenced up, as I squished my sandwich with one hand under the table. I don't know why I chose to sit with these two today at lunch, knowing like always, they are so lovey dovey, feeding each other and being cute and all.

That could've been me. I could've been the one _________ was feeding strawberries to. But no.

Okay. Maybe I do have a crush on Jongin's girlfriend, alright? I mean, you can't blame me. She's like an angel sent from the heavens. She is beautiful, smart, kind, has a great sense of humor. Everyday she walks into the school, I literally swear, there's a light shining behind her.

You know like those movies where someone enters the room all in white, with wings, a bright halo and a singing choir.

I first started having a crush on _________ every since ninth grade. Jongin was new to the school during freshman, then we became close friends. Of course Jongin had to come along, be the shining star, push me out of the spotlight and steal __________'s heart. They've been going out ever since now, senior year.

Yes, I know its been four years and I should get over __________, but I just can't. Yes, I know I should be happy for my best friend and his relationship, but I can't.

Speaking of Jongin pushing me out of the spotlight, here is the story. When he joined the school, I introduced him to ____________, who was my best friend since when we were little. I started to have feelings for her in freshman year. Jongin then showed off that he was smarter then me, a better dancer than me, and has a hot face than me. I guess that was his charm to pull __________ away.

Jongin and I were still friends. __________ and I were still friends. But I just feel like the third wheel being with the two of them. 

What I don't get is, _________ and I have been hanging out a lot when Jongin wasn't around. When he came along, she just seemed to ignore me.

Well at least they let me sit at the lunch table. Watching them being cute. Ugh, I'm so sick of it, I could just throw a brick at them.

Put yourself into my shoes, sitting there at the same table every day for the past four years watching them.

I just wished that __________ would have said "No" when Kai asked her out.

I was there to watch when he asked her out too.

~Flashback~

"Dude. I'm going to ask ________ out! How do you think I should do it?" Kai asks me during locker break.

As I was putting my stuff away in my locker, I dropped my textbook when he asked me that. "Wait.. Your going to ask ________ out?!"

Kai didn't know that I liked her, because I chose to tell no one and nobody about my feelings towards her. She doesn't even know.

"Yeah... What do you think..."

I didn't know how to respond. "Sure.. Why not? _________ is a really great person.. Why not write a note and slip it in her locker?"

"Okay, sounds great man." Kai scribbles words onto a piece of paper with a pen, folds the note and slips it into her locker. "I hope she says yes!"

"Hey there she comes!" I say.

We watch as she walks out from Chemistry class to her locker. As she opened it, she sees the note, and unfolds it. Reading the note, she looks up at Jongin.