Spark Plugs

Rick's Perspective

Why did I kiss Mitchell? Who the hell does that? I couldn't hold it in. I was thinking wether or not to just kiss him in his lips but I didn't. It felt so awkward but I hoped he liked it. What am I saying, he probably didn't.

First of all, the reason why I asked to sleep over his house was because I wanted to show him myself as I undressed. I felt like a whore but I wanted him to get to see me. I wonder if he felt disgusted as I was taking a shower? That question kept on being on my mind.

Second of all, when we were hugging as he was sleeping, I made sure he was truly asleep. I couldn't stop myself so I was rubbing his chest. Oh his body felt so amazing. I even touched a bit of his dick. I'm surprised he didn't feel anything. I hope he didn't.

I couldn't help myself. I kept on thinking back to all those times we hugged and we talked. I wanted to big him the biggest hug he had ever wanted. I also wanted to kiss him too, but I don't know if he would resist the kiss or keep on kissing me.

My mind kept on racing that night. Mitchell seemed speechless after I kissed him. What if he felt like I was making a move too early? My heart is beating so fast I think I might go crazy!

I call Amber for advice.

"Hello?" She asks.

"Amber, help me. I think I had made a stupid move. I kind of kissed Mitch." I say fast.

"Really? Oh my God. Lol!" She tells me.

"Ugh! I don't know what to do? What if Mitchell doesn't like me? I'm crying."

"Aww! Don't Rick. Everyone makes stupid mistakes. This isn't nothing. Maybe he likes you."

"I hope he does. I just wish we were together Amber," I tell her.

"You will, I guarantee it. Ugh I gotta go, ttyl," and she hangs up.

I lay in my bed that night and just wait till school tomorrow. I hope Mitch still talks to me. I'm scared and I start to cry again.