Beste freunde für immer (best friends for ever) Prussia x reader

chapter 16: new uniform

It's Been a couple of weeks now, maybe a month.
Am I even missed by Francis at least.

My hope is dying, the countless emcounters with germany and prussia.

both italy and romano patching me up, i couldnt thank them enough for the care they give me.

and japan i hadnt seen much of him it seems he doesnt interact with others much but when i do see him i can never tell how he feels about anything.

i dont know how much more i can take before i break physically and mentally.

no one is coming.

germany has started seeing me less and less he asks me new questions asking if i will join him.

i dont want a part in anything anymore but maybe it will be a good idea, 

oi dont think that.

i sit and stare at the wall, maybe ill go insane or something and the pain of everything will subside.

"bellaaaaa you have a visitor. its me veee~" 

italy bursts in smiling.

"hey whats up why are you so happy." his energy always brings me back from spiraling.  But it's been getting harder lately.

"because today you get to try my gelato" 

he passes me a small cup 

"aw man this is good stuff, so any news from the outside world." i ask

"no but be prepared germany will talk to you later i overheard earlier." 

we chat for a bit and then he leaves,

some one walks in silently almost trying to be unnoticed 

prussia
He stands there for a few seconds then speaks.

"frau, jour presence is needed in germany's office. follow me bitte" he finally speaks up and unlocks the door and handcuffs me.
He gently pushes me forward, I would try to run but there are so many soldiers around, I'd probably actually die.

We get to the office and I get pushed into the room only I enter.

"(C/n), I feel jou vould be a great help to mein side of zhis var so again I'll ask jou to join me. I'll give jou jour own quarters however jou vill be under vatch for some time till ve can trust jou vont run back. Und jou vill have no more meetings in zhe room in zhe forest I'm sure jou vill be happy for zhat. Zhere vill be other benefits as vell.
So vhat do jou say?" Germany offers and leans forward from his chair resting his arms on the desk.

I seriously think about it for a second.
I don't want the others to think it was so easy for my to swap sides but...
Fuck it man I want to stop getting beaten it's left fucking scars.

There's a massive one the stretches from my left eyebrow down to the corner of my lips.
Another one my right cheek just below my eye.
That's not the only two they cover my body but get covered by clothes.

"Dont make me vait to long frau." Germany's voice bursts my thoughts.

"Yes I'll switch fine."

We spend a couple of hours filling paperwork.
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Germany puts his hand on my shoulder and smiles then he bends down so hes at face level to me.

"Let's get jou a clean new uniform fitted. How about dark blue to match mein bruder"

"That sounds...nice"
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I look at myself in the mirror and adjust my belt.

I then put on the hat, it casts a shadow over my eyes.

I look rather sinister.

Everyone had gone to sleep I had a proper bed and my own room now.
But I can't sleep.
I feel so on edge.