I Do

Chapter 6

Hannah's P.O.V.

I'm working on another My Drunk Kitchen today. Sundays are the day you realize that, in 24 hours, you're back to hell. I hate Sundays.

"On today's My Drunk Kitchen we will be making red velvet cake! By we, I mean Tyler Oakley! Tyler, come into the frame."

Tyler walks casually into the frame.

"Ooh, Hannah," he laughs. "Such a dirty girl."

I love him.

We make the video and I set it up so I can edit it later.

"Thanks for coming, Tyler!" I say as we walk to the door.

"Honey, you know I'd do anything for you. Well, anything that I deem morally acceptable. So, basically anything."

We say good bye one more time, and then I shut the door.

I go take a shower and get into my pajamas.

The entire day I couldn't get her off my mind. She's all I thought about. I'm surprised that I didn't say anything during the video. I don't know what I should do about it.

I love being one of Grace's best friends, but I don't want to jeopardize that by telling her that I'm completely in love with her.

She's my best friend. She gets me. I love that I have people, including Grace, who understand me. They accept me for who I am, and I can't be more grateful.

Grace is just a pure miracle to have. I'm so lucky to have that miracle. I can't lose her by telling her my feelings. I need her.