What if? (Wolf star)

Party Time

I sat there looking at the invitation and thought, maybe this will be a good idea? Maybe this could be my chance to sort stuff out with regulus? I hope it is. Remus sat across from me drinking some coffee his mum just brewed.
"So are we going to the party tonight?" Remus asked,
"I think it would be a good idea considering that we haven't seen James since we left hogwarts! It could be fun" I say resting my head in my arms, Remus looks around and sighs.
"Padfoot if the party is tonight we better get read, come on".
I follow the tall boy up to his room where my trunk is, we walk into the room and a slight blush forms across my face the the incident that had happened the night before. Remus has been acting as if nothing had happened but it did. And I can't get it out of my head.

~time skip to parttyyyyy~
We arrived at 6pm, yes I know, what I weird time for a party to start! It should be 8pm in my opinion.
I open the door to the manor letting Remus walk in first, regulus and James are sitting the the living room with the fire blasting in the background. James is sitting on the floor while reg is sitting on the couch.
"Hey prongs! Hey regulus, thank you for letting us join" said moony running over to hug James. I stagger along behind him and give my brother a slight hug.
"It's good to see you" I say "prongs when's your princess going to show up huh?" I ask with a slight smirk, he sighs.
"She can't make it, she has a thing on with her grandparents, oh, and snivelus is coming" he adds looking at regulus with a (wtf) look on his face.
"Sadly Lucius couldn't make it, but Severus decided to come, he knows lily isn't coming. Apparently he's just here for the drinks" we all chucked a little knowing for a fact that Snape was a light weight. I sat on the floor next to James and Remus took a seat next to regulus. We all just laughed and talked about what we have done for the past week or so.
I told James about me and moonys little incident.
"So you got topped by moony?" He asked trying to contain his laughter. I rolled my eyes
"Be he just fell onto- screw you" I said with a sigh as James burst into fits of laughter. I lay back on the floor only for moony to step over me who came back with a glass of butter beer and a bottle of fire whiskey.
"Moony?" I asked and looked up at him.
"Yeah?" I looked at him a sighed. I've never asked something like this so here goes.
"Why don't you have a girlfriend?" I asked. His face froze it was quite the sight.
"I- I haven't met the right person? Umm maybe I'm a lil scared I don't know. That's like asking you why you don't have a girlfriend! All the girls like you as well!!" He said looking away.
I took a deep breath and looked up at him.
"I like someone, but I'm scared as fuck to tell them. I don't know how they will react especially because it's unexpected. And why the hell would I pick one of the skanks at our school? Those girls are just....ugh" I say and Remus bursts out laughing along with James who saw the whole thing. I look at regulus who just sits there with a proud but surprised smirk on his face. I think I gave myself away.
"Reg? Can we talk outside for a sec?" I ask and he nods. The walk to the hall was quiet. I was slightly shaken up because I've only ever told James this. As we reach the hall my mind starts flying around asking questions like, what if he tells mum? What if he reacts badly?! What if they kick me out permanently?! What if remus mum kicks me out?!- no. That wouldn't happen would it?
"So. What was it u had to tell me?" He asked with a warm smile.
"I- I'm gay..." it came out slow, as if it were a question but he got the gist.
"Well, I guess that's not a surprise" my eyes widened slightly. "Considering it's obvious you have feelings for Remus and that he is oblivious to those feelings, not to add that I am bisexual myself so I wouldn't hate you for it." He finished which left us both looking surprised I pulled my brother into a big hug and stayed there as long as I could. He hugged back and I smiled. I've never really had moments like this with reg before. We were always fighting. We pulled a part, he smiles and adjusts his jacket before walking back to the others.
James's smile grew as we entered the room again, I automatically presumed he missed me but its obvious that's not what it was. however we couldn't figure it out.  the rest of the night rode out smoothly, we played truth or dare and a lot had happened considering how late it was we had to stay at the manor, searching through the halls to find my room was hilarious in my drunken state. Remus was following close behind me making sure I didn't fall on my arse. 

we finally made it too my room, I was finding it hilarious for no utter reason, how embarrassing is that?
"so...this is your room?" said Remus, he was standing by the bookshelf admiring the array of different genres in front of him. i sat on my bed watching him in his element, as I started to feel my face heat up noticing how cute he was focusing on each title with care.  he turned and faced me looking quite concerned. 
"Sirius, are you ok? you look like your burning up..." I wasn't even that warm, I looked in the ,mirror near my bed and noticed the blush that had appeared on my cheeks. he came and sat next to me placing an arm around my shoulders. 
"its alrighttt! I'm absolutely fabulous" i blurted out moving closer to Remus as he sat there. he tied to dodge me making me land on his shoulder. i looked up at him.
"mooooonnnyyyy, whoo is the girl u likee!" i asked asked still trying to get closer to him. his face flushed as i was too close and he pushed me back a little. i wanted to kiss him, i was so close to it but he kept pushing me away making me feel sad he wouldn't allow me that close. 
"padfoot, look, i cant tell you! especially when your in this state" he was serious so i moved back looking down into my lap. so it wasn't that he didn't want to tell me it just because I'm because I'm drunk.  

half an hour had passed and i lay down to rest in my bed, moony had to share due to the fact he didn't want me to be left alone in this house. he was already asleep next to me looking peaceful to the point i didn't want to breath because i was scared of wakening him. i turned off the light and got comfy subconsciously placing a hand on the smaller boys waist. he didn't move, infract it felt like he moved back to be closer to my touch. 

Remus POV
as Sirius turned the light off his arm snaked around my waist. i froze then realised i should just make the most of the opportunity i have. i moved back to be closer to him. the heat radiating off of his body making me feel cosy and warm. 
my mind was racing though. i wanted to know why Sirius and Regulus had left the room earlier, was it another argument? i bloody well hope not however when i did go to the door i heard the word bi and then saw the two of them hugging however i have no clue who was talking. The bad thing about the blacks brothers. they a very similar but in completely opposite ways... 

A/N
hey guys it me! i want to apologise for not updating this story in months, i have been very very busy due to family stuff, Christmas and school. i hope you all understand. i was also having a lot of writers block for the ending of this chapter but i have got a good idea of how to keep this story going! now my little wolfies enjoy the rest of the story and comment if you have any ideas!!