What if? (Wolf star)

"Hey you must be?"

Sirius POV
I was 13 years old when It was my first day at hogwarts. I have to say I was looking forward to making my family proud maybe even earning some respect. My mother came in to my room and got me up
"Hurry your sorry ass up or we'll be late" she said while pulling the covers off of my shivering body. I slowly got up and walked over to my chair throwing my clothes over my head and fixing my mess excuse for hair. It looked worse. Ugh whatever this will have to do I thought to myself as I ran out of the room dragging my trunk behind me.
"Finally, let's go" my mother said as she grabbed my hand and dragged me out the door,
"Slow down" I huffed "I-i can't keep up" i tryed pulling away but her grip was firm and sore.
"Hurry the hell up Sirius, we need to get you to the damn train"
A thought occurred in my head, my mum was never like this with my older brother but why me? What have I fond to make her act like this? Did I hurt her?
Tears started to form in my eyes but I just pushed the feeling away and whipped away the tears. If I do good here I will make her proud! That's all I need to do right?

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At the train station my mother gave the trunk to the nice man on the train and put it in the cabin
"Thank you!" I said shaking the mans hand. "No problem kid" he said and walked away. I looked out the window to wave bye to my mother but she wasn't there, she must have had something to do or maybe she saw someone she knows and went to say hi.
I reached up on my tiptoes to open the window but I couldn't reach, damnn why did I have to be thd shortes in the family! It's so unfair, regulas is almost taller than me and he's 11 like fuck.

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29 mins had passed and I was bored, I kept thinking about how my mother was acting earlier, hmm
I have no clue what to do to make this fun-
I lost my train of thought when two boys opened the door to my cabin
"Hey, do u mind if we sit in here with u?" One of the boys said, I turned and nodded "yeah sure but be warned it's roasting in here" I laughed
The other boy walked over to me and reached up and opened the window "problem solved" he said while rolling his eyes,
"Hi my name is James" said the tall boy with messy brown hair.
"Nice, my name is Sirius" I said shaking the James's hand. I walk over to the other boy and look at him
"Hey u must be?"

Hey gays, gals and non binary pals and whoever else is watching this, I hope you enjoyed the first chapter of this. Give me a comment if you want me to put jilly in this story too

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