Dance for Me

47

REMI'S POINT OF VIEW:

I'm fucking exhausted. I did four dances tonight along with five private sessions, not including whatever the hell Andy's was. I just want to take a long bubble bath and scrub myself clean. I didn't sleep with anyone, actually it wasn't until Andy came in I literally told my boss to accept more double A's if they asked. I didn't even want to accept Finn's request but I wanted somewhere to sleep and have enough to find a hotel somewhere. It's cold outside and I don't know if I could handle staying out again.

Andy stayed true to his word and waited for me to get off at 7:30, originally that was so I had enough time to leave and get to Finn but Andy sure as shit halted those plans...not that I'm unhappy at all. It is just going to be even more awkward now. I don't want to go back to Andy's but what choice do I have?

He waits for me by the locker room as I get dressed, I didn't even bother dressing in anything nice. I put on a pair of comfy joggers and a large sweater, throwing on a knit hat on my head and my large black framed glasses. I grab my bag and meet him out in front, rubbing my face roughly.

"Are you ready I guess?"

He looks at me in surprise, staring at me up and down and starts laughing. Okay...what am I missing?

"I didn't recognize you! Oh my god you are so fucking cute in glasses holy shit!"

I can feel my face heat up so I look away quickly. "Um, are you ready to go or..."

He nods quickly and puts his arm around my waist. I instantly stiffen up and he pulls me along with him, walking to the car lot. James is already in the back on a phone call. Andy opens the door for me and I reluctantly get in, closing my eyes.

Andy watches me from his seat and straps on his seatbelt, "are you okay?"

I shrug. "As okay as I can be."

He leans over and gives me a gentle rub on my thigh, then starts the car. For someone who's all about consent...I feel forced into this. I feel stuck. He honestly really hurt me and I don't know how to cope with it. I don't know what to do...

I sit and stare off into the streets, watching as the buildings pass me by and all the people walking about. It's not even the weekend and there are so many people outside and it's freezing! I don't get it. But I rather be with them than in this damn car.

Andy's hand wanders back to my thigh and rubs it up and down, bringing heat to me and I try to not let him notice my flinching. "I'll do anything Rem, let me prove to you how sorry I am okay? I can order take out when we get home and watch a movie, we can cuddle up and just be together, alright? I'll separate you from the work drama I have going on, I shouldn't have ever brought it home to you."

I shrug, I just really don't know what to say. "Andy...tonight, I don't care. I'm so fucking tired "

"Then an even better reason to do all this," he gives me a quick smile and returns his eyes back to the road. At least he doesn't live far from my work so the awkward car ride doesn't last too long.

When he parks the car I realize how fucking drowsy I really am. I yawn loudly and close my eyes, slowly unbuckling my seat belt. I don't even register that Andy has my door opened until I feel him grab my waist and help me out, standing me up against him.

"Andy?" James rubs his eyebrows roughly.

"What is it?' Andy holds me against him tighter. I don't even care, I'm too tired.

"Finn lost it I guess, you might want to be careful and keep Remi with you until he cools off."

What does he mean Finn lost it? God I don't want anymore enemies than I already have! Andy should have just let me sleep with him so there would be no fight ugh. There's no way it could be that bad, could it?