" i died two times as a child and once as an adult " - 2022
how?
" i realized what happened, i tried running away but ended up needing to face facts " - 2011
you're still in your imaginary world, it's not even a big deal, don't be so dramatic.
" i was a child when it happened, i didn't know what was happening but i knew what i felt " - 2005
what happened?
" i knew family was everything to everyone, i wouldn't want anything less. Plus, with everything's happening, it's better to forget what happened " - 2009
why?
" i learnt what happened to me, i tried understanding why it happened, of all our families, why me? like a loop hole, i always ended up disgusting myself " - 2010
again, what happened?
" family is everything, i always keep that in mind, to think that what happened might tear families apart, i rather die of telling what haunts me " - 2011
die die, all you ever say you want to die, what is your problem?
" i want certain things to end, i want what i felt that day to end, i want the thing that scared me every night to end, i want to know that regardless of anything, i wouldn't be disgusted by people and myself, i want the thoughts of we're a family and this stays between family to end, i NEED it to end and the only right words i can think of when i want things to end is to die " - 2011
don't you think it's all in your head?
" i never used the words stressed, traumatised, depressed, i refused to be so because i know when i do, i'll be judged by families of me being problematic, doing so made me slowly matured by experience, not by time " - 2012
so you think you know it all then?
" being home reminds me the pain i hide, the one i patched so no one ever finds out, i rather bring home out than to be homed but eventually my actions get questioned " - 2013
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𝗛𝗢𝗠𝗘 𝗔𝗚𝗔𝗜𝗡
Short StoryA lot has happened and still happening, may happen again but it's up to us to change accordingly. Hard, we know. Everything's in a loop if we allow it to play on repeat. Tried so hard to unpause situations, rewind scenes to deal with the mistakes...
