of course you'll get questioned, all your actions are showing how rebellious you are to your family.
" i didn't knew what else to do, i tried expressing with examples but never had i ever been comforted, no one was there to calm me, to actually listen the murmuring sounds i gave out, all i ever received back was labelling me as a teenager that's going through emotional phases, being too dramatic and living in my imaginary world " - 2014
what are your plans?
" time passes, the home i knew slowly detached from me as if i couldn't be home anymore, i tried accepting what happened and learn to heal myself spiritually, i seeked God's guidiance, i seeked for forgiveness to myself and the feelings i've felt " - 2014
oh, so you're religious now?
" i lost home " - 2015
how so?
" they say dads are the first ones to hold their daughter's heart and i agree, and i also agree that some dads are the first ones to break them too " - 2006
you're changing the topic here.
" as a child, excitedly coming back from school, she looked forward on being homed but instead, she ran into an argument of her parents, she was terrified as if she did something wrong, she didn't understand and the only thing she was capable of doing was to be in tears " - 2006
no no, we're not going there, it has nothing to do with what we started.
" as i grew up, i saw sacrifices, struggles and hardships between them, to realized how unworthy i am to have them as my parents. One tried burning me, while the other almost chopped me, both even almost went through a divorce yet managed to stay together and fixed things" - 2020
of course! that's how marriage work.
" they fixed them but they forgot who they included in throughout their every fights, they broke me mentally and emotionally " - 2021
now you're just blaming your parents on what happened to you, you should have known better.
" i had my studies, events, positions to focused on yet i was still expected to be able to face and understand their situations as if it's not gonna drain or bother me " - 2017
you take things seriously, you're too attached with your emotions.
" I wasn't fix from the start, not hoping to but to even want to know what was going on with me after every fights they had, i was alone, i only had myself. People would say it's traumatic but i denied because i knew it wouldn't fix things, it wouldn't fix me " - 2019
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Short StoryA lot has happened and still happening, may happen again but it's up to us to change accordingly. Hard, we know. Everything's in a loop if we allow it to play on repeat. Tried so hard to unpause situations, rewind scenes to deal with the mistakes...
