Me and You Is All I've Ever Known

Chapter 3

A/N Hey guys! This HS3 stuff is sooo crazy I'm literally so excited and nervous and sad like all at the same time!! I claim track 5 btw. I genuinely can not sleep till May 20th now cos istg one day I won't be on my phone and BAM the next album will come out I literally can not. Also can we just appreciate how much of  detectives we are?! Honestly some of you need to join the FBI like for real lmao. I am also lowkey sad tho. The Fine Line Era is coming to an end to embrace is as much as you can :(

Anyway I'll stop rambling enjoy the chap <3

Continued from last chap

Louis Pov:

I stood there in shock. I knew I broke him, that's one of the reasons I broke. His words hurt, that's because they were raw and real. I fell back onto the couch, I can see by the way the other guys are looking at me. Shock is written all over my face.

"Well as much as this has been lovely I think I'm going to go now," Zayn says standing up.

"Zayn what the actual fuck, you really think now is the time to go?" Liam asks angrily. I always knew they liked each other back in the 1D days but never went through with it because they didn't want to have to go through what Harry and I did. Zayn was also terrified to go through with it, there's definitely some underlying tension.

"What do you want me to say Liam? Aww Lou don't feel bad, everything he said was true? Honestly get a grip guys Louis broke them it's not my problem to pick up the pieces.'' Zayn said sharply. He didn't. I can't believe him. Ever since he left the band he's never been the same. I know what I did was wrong, doesn't he understand that? I know because it haunts me everyday, he has no say in this though, he wasn't there for any of it, he doesn't know why or when or for fucks sake even how. I cannot deal with Zayn and his bullshit anymore.

"You know what Zayn just go, you sure as hell know how to do that anyway," I speak up, there is a certain sharpness to my voice. Something flashes across his face. Pain? No it can't be he seems fine without us. He is fine without us. I put my face in my hands, so I don't see him leave but I sure as hell hear him, the door slams for the second time that day. Niall rubs my back soothingly.

"Hey mate, it's going to be okay, we will get through this together," Nialler says, Liam supports it with a head nod.

"Yeah I'm not so sure about that Niall, he won't even look at me," I say running my hands through my face in frustration. I did something that he would never forgive me for. Niall makes a funny face before I can question it he stand up abruptly, says

"I'll go get us some tea," Niall walks out of the lounge room and into the kitchen, closing the door behind him.

"What's up with him?" I ask Liam.

"Lou you have to think, remember how close Harry and Niall were, Harry ran to Niall after uhm what happened, Niall heard Harry's side of the story, Niall dealt with Harry's crying and panic attacks, Niall dealt with Harry feeling like he wasn't enough, Niall dealt with Harry's pain as well," Liam said softly, trying not to hurt my feelings. I never thought how it impacted the band. My mistake impacted not only my relationship with Harry, but everyone else. I sigh loudly, this is not how I envisioned our first day as a band again. I feel like crying

"I'm sorry Li," I whimper, trying to hold in my tears. Liam pulls me into one of his big bear hugs, (A/N Oh to be hugged by any of them)

"I know you are Lou, I know you are," He says softly. I wish I could turn back time to the good old days.

Harry's POV:

I have never been so angry in my entire life, well that's a lie but still! Does Louis not understand one simple thing, I. Don't. Like. Him. I knew this reunion was a bad idea, I shouldn't have agreed this was stupid. I walk in my front door not knowing what to do with myself. I could call mum or Gemma, but then they would bombard me with questions about the reunion, none of which I want to answer. I hear my stomach growl and I realize I haven't eaten all day as it's almost dinner time. I get out the ingredients for a chicken and AVOCADO sandwich. Yes, I'm eating avocado just in spite of him. I finish my dinner by myself, anger still coursing through my veins. I decide to have a warm shower, I grab my speaker and chuck on some music, as I hop into the shower. I've been there for what feels like forever so I hop out and go get changed into some black tracksuit and a TPWK jumper. I hear my music still playing so I go to turn it off not before catching the last lyrics of the song,

"God I wish that you had thought this through before I went and fell in love with you," That hurts, like someone has just struck me with a knife. I turn off the music with such force the speaker falls. Within seconds my anger subsides and it turns into sadness, big fat hot tears roll down my cheeks as I slide to the floor. I curl my legs into me until I can not be any smaller. I start to shake, please no. Not another panic attack. My breathing starts to get heavier, and the shakes more intense, I feel frozen in motion. I need someone's warmth and comfort, but the one person's warmth and comfort I want I can't have. 

A/N I know that was super short and I'm sorry I haven't had much time to write cos I have so many tests in the up-coming weeks but I still wanted to update. It was a bit of a filler chapter anyway. My friend usually proof-reads so sorry if the grammar and stuff is shit.

What do you think Louis did? Predictions for the next chapter?

Love you all. tpwk babes x