Here's the 61th chapter.
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"Dekho Shaurya..."
"Ab Anokhi ko misunderstand karna band karo...", Shaan said to Shaurya, who had just inquired him about Anokhi's involvement in his comeback.
Now that Shaurya had learned that Anokhi had persuaded him to re - join, Shaan knew Shaurya would undoubtedly suspect Anokhi of acting on Noor's instructions. As a result, he decided to clear the air before it devolved into another pointless misunderstanding.
"Shaurya..."
"Yeh baat sahi ha ki Anokhi ne mujhe re – join karne ke liye ek baar sochne ke liye bola tha... Lekin iska matlab yeh nhi hai ki main sirf uske kehne par yaha aaya hoon..."
"Maine iss baare mein sochke dekha... Aur yeh mera khud ka faisla tha... Maine kisi ke baaton mein aakar yeh faisla nhi diya..."
"Vo toh Anokhi ne bas yeh faisla lene ka kaam aasaan bna diya..."
"Aasaan bna diya ?... Vo kaise ?...", Shaurya interrupted.
"Shaurya..."
"Main yaha apne flat mein toh saara din akela rehta hoon... "
"Aur jaisa ki doctor ne mujhe kaha hi hai ki... ab... mujhe... control...", he fumbled as he felt guilty about mentioning his alcoholism.
Shaurya also understood what he meant, but remained silent.
"Toh isiliye Shaurya... Anokhi ne mujhe bas samjhaane ki koshish ki thi ki main agar college vaapas join karta hoon to in sab buri cheezo se mera mind divert rahega..."
"Aur agar main college jaaunga toh college work mein khudko involve rakhung... Aise mujhe akelapan bhi feel nhi hoga... Aur main tumhaare paas bhi reh paaunga is bahaane...", the last one slipped through his tongue.
Shaurya looked up at him the exact moment listening to it.
"Mere paas ?...", Shaurya's voice trembled as he realized what his father was saying.
Shaan became aware of his slip of the tongue and he immediately averted his gaze. He didn't want Shaurya to know that his sole reason behind re-joining was him only. Though other factors also mattered, but after his birthday incident, he wanted to be with him at least for a portion of the day.
"Boliye Dad... Mere paas se aapka kya matlab tha ?..."
"V... Vo... Mera matlab tha ki..."
"Matlab main..."
"Main ab tumhaare saath rehta to nhi... Lekin college ke bahaane hi sahi... Tumse mil loonga kabhi - kabhi...", he murmured, a faint smile on his face.
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Dil Ibaadat | Part-1
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