𝗜 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝗵𝗲𝗿

Chapter 1

Maybe I just need to let go.

She is busy with her own life

I still remember our school moments,

School here without her is just so..Not fun. 

I have friends, soobin, kai, yeonjun..I just miss her.

I should've said something before I left.

I just didn't have time. 

I feel so bad.

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"Hey, beomgyu!" I saw soobin walk over to me as I put my stuff inside my locker I showed no emotion at all only thinking about her. I just softly answered all day not wanting to talk to anyone. The girls kept messing with me and normally when this happens y/n would come over and I would walk with her while those fangirls look at her and me angry and so upset. I chuckled at the memory then snap back to reality and push them off me finally finding yeonjun and taehyun.

"Hey guys, let's head to lunch yeah?" We all walked to lunch and fangirls gave me their lunch I just decline them all and we sat down. Had nothing in my mind but y/n, that's all i thought about till the end of class. I didn't hear anything I was just thinking about her, Intill I heard Yeonjun yell my name. 

"BEOMGYU" I looked up snapping back to them. "Sorry,I was just spacing out." I looked down

"What do you want to eat?" 

"Some chicken will be nice I guess." I just didn't feel like doing anything or talking  I need to move on though. Y/n, I miss you so much where ever you are I hope you're well. 

After eating I had dance practice still thinking about y/n, I kept thinking what if shes with someone now? What if she forgot me? Probably after what I did she won't forgive me or even care that I fully miss her, I can't focus or do anything. 

But, all these fangirls are driving me crazy, I hate it. 

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I sent another 2 messages to y/n, I hope she reads them soon. 

"Beom, your going to have to give up, y/n is in her own life now she can't be on her phone all the time checking up on you I mean, I'm pretty sure she misses you or thinks about you deep down, but I think its time you move on like..Don't forget her but focus on your studies and don't think about her 24/7," Soobin said to me which I agree sadly, He's right. All the time I just thought about her. I need to change I guess. 

I love you y/n, I'll never forget you.

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Like soobin said I need to focus, but my heart still aches so much from the pain.

I still am thinking about her so much...Y/n please come back I miss you so much.

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Y/n Pov

You know, this boarding school isn't so bad, I met new people and I have a few friends just a small group, Mostly studying, and focusing on my exams. It's been so great here! I didn't have my phone with me at all times cause well, I didn't need distractions. So I had it on mute, I only check once I'm finished. 

Although, Half the time I have been thinking about someone in particular I just can't remember who? I feel like I know his name but I can't think of it. All I know is I miss this certain person but who is it?!!  

Maybe it's not as important?

Maybe since I'm done with my studies, I can check my phone.

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Huh?

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Beomgyu✉

Hi, Y/n I never forget our memories. You were the most sweetest girl I ever met, I miss your laugh, smile, everything. If only I didn't leave to Japan I would've stayed with you the whole time by your side. The only regret is that I didn't say I was leaving and I just left you at the school for over a month without telling you anything. I'm so sorry y/n, I can't do anything without you here, I promise to tell you anything what happened, I won't make a mistake like this ever again, Come back please y/n, I miss you so much.

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Oh my god.

He still thinks about me? 24/7 too?

Beomgyu..

Is this true?

I miss you too.

Very much, It was my fault for leaving you like that too

I'm so sorry

I don't know when I can come back. 

But, I'll try soon.

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