Ky's POV
"W-what?" I stutter, taking a step backwards.
"Just read this." Says Jai, handing me the letter. I open it up and scan over the words;
Dear Ky
Ever since the day you left me, I haven't stopped thinking about you. It's been four months since I've seen you and every day has been harder than the last. I know you must be confused and stressed but please let me explain.
I got Beau to tell you I had as girlfriend that I was proposing to so you would come home; I knew you would try to stop it from happening. Truth is; I never had a girlfriend, I haven't moved on from what we had. I love you Ky, with all of my heart, and I just needed a reason for you to come home.
I'm not sure what I said, or did, that made you want to leave but I'm sorry. I never wanted to make you feel uncomfortable, alone or upset.
I'd wanted to call you mine since the day you walked into my Maths class, but as soon as I won you over, you slipped through my fingers.
The fact that you've come back for me shows that you still care, and maybe there's a chance we could make this work again.
I love you, forever and always, through the good and the bad and the ugly.
Jai
xx
Jai hands me the rose as a waterfall of tears escape my eyes. My mind is racing - why is he doing this? I stare at the boy in front of me and my lips form a weak smile. He's right - if I didn't care, I wouldn't have come back.
"Jai, I've missed you so much. Every day since I left I've regretted leaving you and now - I'm never going back. I want to be with you, forever; I love you Jai." It feels so good to have finally said it. He smiles and wraps an arm around my waist, pulling me closer. I slide my arms around his neck and crash my lips to his. His tongue grazes my bottom lips and as I grant him entrance to my mouth. Our tongues fight for dominance and as always, he wins. He deepens the kiss by nibbling slightly on my bottom lip, making a small and almost inaudible moan escape my mouth. "I do believe that's the first time I've made you moan Kylar Snow." he whispers huskily.
"Get used to it," I breathe, "I'm going to be doing a lot of it tonight." he smirks and crashes his lips to mine again, placing his hands on my hips and lifting me up so I can wrap my legs around his torso. He starts to walk towards the house and before I know it, he has me pinned up against his bedroom wall. My hands begin to play with the hem of his shirt, occasionally grazing the abs I know lay underneath. He pulls away from me and frees my arms, allowing me to lift his shirt over his head. As soon as his shirt is over his head, he picks me up and places me softly on the bed, lightly hovering above me. After a while, he flips us over so he's sitting up, with me on his lap, my legs wrapped around his waist. He reaches for the hem of my dress and I flinch. He pulls away and looks at me concerned; "We don't have to do this." he says, "We can just stop here." I shake my head, "No, I want to." I say, taking his hand and placing it at the bottom of my dress. He grips the fabric and pulls it lightly over my head, careful not to scratch me. Once my dress is removed, he begins to study my body, making me feel self-conscious. I wrap my arms around my body but he peels them away, "You don't need to hide your body," he says, "You're beautiful." He reconnects our lips and runs his hands up my body. I shiver and press my body closer to his. I push him down lightly so I'm lying on top of him. Whilst keeping one hands tangled in his hair, the other begins to unbutton his jeans and pull down the zipper. He wriggles out of them and
we're both left in our underwear. His hands continue to roam over my back until they reach my bra strap. He slowly unhooks it and peels it away from my body. I feel my cheeks begin to redden and my mind fills with doubt, but I push the thoughts away and concentrate on the gorgeous boy underneath me. He pushes me off lightly and rolls on top of me, making it easier for him to remove his boxers. He disconnects his lips from mine and begins to kiss down my neck, making another small moan leave my lips. His hands begin to play with the top of my underwear, making my breathing quicken. I lift my hips upwards, allowing him to slide my underwear down my legs. He kisses up my neck until our lips are reconnected. "You ready?" he breathes, hovering above me, "Ready." I reply, wrapping my hands around his neck, pulling him down towards me.
It's all over in a few minutes, but it was best few minutes of my life. "I love you." he whispers, burying his face in the crook of my neck. I snuggle down in his arms and kiss his chest; "I love you too." We lay in silence for a few minutes, before he asks the question I was dreading. "Why did you leave?" he asks. I roll over so I'm facing him and take a deep breath. "I was scared." I say, "You've got to understand that my feelings for you we're something I've never felt before - hell, I've never even had a friend, let alone boyfriend! The sudden rush of love and romance was overwhelming. The constant contact and kisses and everything just got too much, but now; now I'm ready. I've been thinking about it for months and I'm ready for a relationship. I want to have someone to love, care for and Jai; that person is you."
Song on this side is Let's Get It On by James Arthur (not the original but I love this version)
Ellie xx
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