Got Nothing To Lose - A Jai Brooks FanFiction

Chapter 17 - Please Don't Go

Ky's POV

Jai's been off with the boys recording their new album so I've been Vlogging to pass the time. Ellie and I were in the midst of setting up the camera to film a 'Best Friend Challenge' when my phone starts ringing; Jai. "Hey baby!" I sing as I answer the call. I get a mumbled 'Hello' in return. "What's up?" I ask, concerned.

"We're doing some arena shows..." he says and I gasp,

"That's great!" I say enthusiastically,

"...They're in England." He mumbles and my face falls.

"E..England?" I questions, stuttering a little. Silence.

"We're going in 2 weeks and we'll be gone for a month." He says and my heart sinks. "Look, I've got to go, but I'll see you later; love you!" he ends the call. I put my phone down and slump down on the bed next to Ellie. "D'you know as well?" she asks and I nod my head. "It'll be fine!" she says, trying her best to cheer me up, "We have each other!" She pulls me into a hug.

"Thanks Ellie, you're the best."

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Jai's POV

"A month?" I shout, leaping out of my chair, "And you didn't think to ask us before hand?" Our manager shrugs and shoots me a sympathetic look. "I want to spend time with my girlfriend, oh god - it's her 20th birthday on the 14th, we're in England on the 14th!" I throw my hands up in the air in frustration. "There's nothing we can do." Says our manager, "We're done for today, we'll discuss this more tomorrow."

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2 Weeks Later

"I'm sorry." I say for the hundredth time, my face in the crook of Ky's neck.

"It's fine! I've said it's fine!" she exclaims but I can hear the hurt in her voice. My arms are wrapped around her waist, holding her as close to me as possible. "You're going today aren't you?" she asks, her voice dripping with sadness. "Yeah." I mumble, and she peels my arms away from her waist, allowing her to roll over, her nose then touching mine. "Just remember that I love you." she says, her thumb stroking the back of my hand. Suddenly her eyes widen and a smile creeps across her face. "What?" I ask, raising my eyebrows. She doesn't reply, just simply leaps out of the bed, pulling me with her. "Quick!" she exclaims, "Get dressed!" I pull a t-shirt over my head with a confused look on my face, "Where are we going?" I ask and she claps her hands in excitement.

"We're going to get matching tattoos!"

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"How have you got a sleeve of these, they hurt like a bitch!" squeals Ky as the needle tattoos her finger. On the way to the Tattoo Parlour, we'd decided on getting matching music notes on our ring fingers. It was tiny, but Ky was still squealing. I squeeze her hand reassuringly, then press a kiss to her forehead, "It'll all be over soon."

Ky's POV

I remember vowing never to have another tattoo after the one on my little toe, but here I am, in the chair with a needle jabbing my finger. "Right, you're all done." Says the woman doing my tattoo. She wipes my finger quickly and I jump out of the chair, letting Jai sit down. He doesn't even wince as the needle touches his finger and after about 15 minutes, we're both sat in the car on the way back to Jai's house. "I'm off to finish packing." He says whilst walking upstairs and I smirk; he doesn't have to be at the airport until 9pm, its only 3pm now, so we have some times to ourselves. I wait until I hear his bedroom door close, then wander up the stairs, pushing his bedroom door open. There he stood shoving things into his suitcase with a cute concentrated expression etched onto his face. He was still oblivious to me lurking in the doorway and I used this to my advantage. I snuck into the room and made my way behind him to wrap my arms firmly around his muscular hard stomach. He jumped slightly in surprise when he felt my small warm arms but eventually warmed up to my touch by leaning into me slightly and making a small humming sound in the back of his throat. He turned around slowly with a lustful glint in his eyes and a small smile plastered onto his kissable lips. He wordlessly pressed his soft pink lips to mine in a warm but chaste kiss on the lips. I leaned into the kiss immediately and lengthened the kiss by adding my tongue inside of his lips. Both of our tongues fought for dominance as he slid his strong, muscular arms around my waist. I ran my hands through his brown curly hairy and twiddled with the ends. He caressed my cheek lovingly while staring into my deep blue eyes whilst his brown ones conveyed feelings of admiration and love. I sighed in contentment as his hands ran gently down my arms almost hesitantly. I grabbed his wrists and placed his hands onto my waist and leaned in again to press my lips against his roughly this time. Our lips moved in sync as he held me tightly in his strong muscular arms. He walked me backwards for a few steps until the back of my legs hit the edge of his big soft bed. I was laid down slowly while Jai came to rest over me leaning on his elbows. He smiled down at me softly while tugging gently on the sleeves of my shirt signalling me to take it off. I happily obliged whilst he tugged on his own black muscle tee. I traced the lines and patterns of his tattoos on his arm one by one as he gently kissed the sides of my neck whilst tracing the straps of my white bra. I wrapped my arms around Jai's neck tenderly and pulled him closer to my neck. I moaned slightly and sighed in contentment at the man laying over me. The last few hours with him were pleasurable and filled with love and adoration. My lover, my friend, my Jai Brooks. He left that night, leaving the bed as cold as ever and me as lonely as ever. I missed him as soon as he left and I'll continue to miss him until he comes back.

Pic on the side are the matching tattoos

Song is When You're Gone by Avril Lavigne

Ellie xx