I Think I'm Fallin In Love With My Best Friend

15. I need my guy.

I scared Jude off now! He doesn't want to talk to me and now I have been by myself now. We didn't get divorced or something but he hasn't been able to go home or just talk to me and that scares me. He really hates my guts and I just went to my ex for a job and she sneak a kiss, Jude saw it.

To be honest, it wasn't the first time he caught me cheating but I don't know, he can't forgive me because I have to forgive myself first and that's important. I sure hope Jude gets home soon.

Jude's POV
It's only been a day since I haven't been coming home. It's just Connor goes back to his ways as usual, he never takes anything serious and I'm sitting here feeling embarrassed because right now I feel like a joke and tears were constantly. I never cried like this before and suddenly I just went home and not saying a word to Connor.

When I saw whose at the door, I was surprised that it was Jude and he became mute, "oh, great! I can't talk to him, this week is gonna kill me" I really am going back to my old ways. I don't want to because Jude changed me, he made me a better person. Too little, too late.

Jude's POV

I heard Connor say those words. Aw, I changed my husband for the better. I just went in and kissed him and said "listen, life has those moments that we make mistake and trying to fix it but I love you and that's what counts, I really love you ok, I was just mad because I believe we were still in our honeymoon phase and I was a mess when I saw you kiss your ex. But I am going to forgive you because you need that second chance. Your forgiven babe"

Aw thank you! I really miss you Jude, just don't leave my side again baby!