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|| Hidden Feelings ||

Kageyama still silent and acting like his not in his usual self others are curious why he act like that they try to asked him but the raven haired boy avoiding them or changing the topic real quick that they never notice, Kageyama stare at his reflection his hair are wet his done taking a bath but he never exit his bathroom his looking at himself for almost a minute all the memories of yesterday show up on the mirror like a movie all he did make him feel guilty but those words the tangerine boy said make him calm those voice that familiar on his ears still echoing like a song he can't even sleep thinking about those moment he didn't even saw the boy like he dissapear like a bubble but people said that his there attending classes but when his asking where the boy is the boy is gone.

"Fuck... what is happening on me? He muttered and exist his room the moment he open the door someone is standing there waiting him to finish

"What do you want? He asked the blonded boy strugge off his shoulder and sit on Kageyama's bed making the raven boy scoffed

"I just wanted to asked you". He started Kageyama stare at him confusely

"About what exactly? He asked and walked to his closet the blonded guy follow his movement

"The night you dissapear when were chasing that unknown guy". Kageyama stop looking for his clothes and turn around he saw Atsumu's victorious smirk

"I know you, saw someone imma right? Who is she? Or rather than he? Astumu added Kageyama gulped he doesn't know why he don't want to tell them that he saw Ishikawa Shoyo it's like his protecting him from them

"C'mon say it, because all of us saw the blood on your fist". Kageyama rolled his eyes and started to look for his clothes again

"It's none of your business". He answer but Atsumu pop up behind him holding a blade pointing on his throat Kageyama smirked hold the blade making his palm bleed

"I'm not afraid to die, and I won't tell you everything why would I". He said and push him away from him Kageyama wear a black hoodie and black pants before he leave his room ignoring the blood that dropping from his hand

"Oh my what happen to you? Oikawa asked pointing at his hand Kageyama ignore him because he know they know just acting like they didn't know

"None of your business". He answer and leave there condo

Kageyama took a long breath and look at his hand it's bleeding but who cares not even him he really don't care about himself even his the youngest he act like a older sometimes even his acting like an idiot he know everything and he can reflect what is going on—on his surroundings this is why they never mess him because in one blink he can throw a knife on your direction without you noticing even his a youngest his strong.

"Kageyama kun?

Kageyama snapped on his thought and saw the boy his looking for he stare at those honey hazel eyes of the boy it's feel like his standing in the middle of the sunflower field, Shoyo notice his gaze it's mix feelings but when he look down he saw blood that dropping from the raven boy he took a deep breath and took a bandage on his pocket and take a step but Kageyama point his finger on him warning him not to but Shoyo is a stubborn person he ignore his warning and bandage his wounds.

Kageyama felt his energy dropping down like the little touch of his can make you weak he wanted to shove his hand but Shoyo holding him tightly he stared at his movement those little hand of him that fit on his hand his height, his fluffy hair, his smile, everything makes Kageyama suffer for those feelings that new to him, Shoyo is done but Kageyama still looking at him and lost at his own world he unhold his hand but Kageyama hold him back making him gulped that Kageyama might do something again but Kageyama runaway holding his hand both of them running away, away from that condo but to be his surprise Shoyo let him.

Both of them stop at the park Kageyama standing at the private property he turn to the small beam who's curious he smirked and enter the forest making Shoyo scoffed and look at his surroundings but no one is there that's why he follow the boy, they walking and walking until Kageyama stop infront of a ocean that hidden behind those trees Shoyo eyes widen and notice that his standing at the white sand that he never notice because his wearing a shoes.

"Where did you go? He asked "I was looking for you? Are you avoiding me? He added Shoyo sit on the sand taking off his shoes and pat his side Kageyama do the same

"I'm just doing there command that's why I cannot do what your commanding on me". He answer not daring to look at him

"But I taught your ours now? He muttered but enough for Shoyo to hear it "Sugawara san sign the contract so I'm not your slaves now". Kageyama clentch his fist they didn't know that no one knows that contract

"What kind of contract? He asked and look at the sea "Delivering some drugs". He answer Kageyama grit his teeth

"Oh"

"Are you happy? He added making Shoyo shift his gaze "Why would you asked that? He answer Kageyama shrugge off his shoulder

"Nothing, I just saw the person I know on you, that's why I hate you". Shoyo giggles and understood his feelings because he didn't mind at all

"Why you said that? If your eyes telling me everything? Shoyo asked Kageyama stunned in shocked "What did you say? He blurt out "Your eyes tell that you don't hate me but your heart tell it that you hate it because were the same don't you". The raven haired boy look away making Shoyo more smile and look at the sky

Kageyama felt something strange on his chest it's warm and a little bit of joyfulness when his with him those feeling is suffocating him because he doesn't want to feel it because if he did in the end he will lose because of those feelings he hate being loved he hate being happy nor being notice he only want to be alone on his own world but why? Why he felt safe when his with the boy who almost look the same on his first love.

"Why?? Just why?? He thought while looking at the most innocent face he ever met

"Kageyama kun? Are you happy? Shoyo turn his head to him Kageyama can't utter a words over his mouth he know his not it's too obvious that his sadness are written on his face

"Would you rather fight or... lose the battle that only began right now". He added Kageyama narrow his eyes on him "What are you saying? He asking Shoyo stood up "Run, Kags, just run and never look back". He muttered making Kageyama alarm those nickname again nickname that one person can know

"No let's run together". Shoyo chuckled and shook his head "I need to deal with him, this is why I'm avoiding you, Kageyama kun, now go it's my problem not yours". Kageyama nodded and walked away but his mind telling him to stay nor grab the boy hand and run away

Shoyo sighed and turn around a green haired boy shows up holding a brief case Shoyo frimly close his eyes he can't run because if he did they might tell the whole world who he really was.

"I told you already right? The guy started Shoyo smirked "You told nothing Ushijima san". He answer making the calm man grit his teeth

Shoyo did something made everything clear changing the drugs into a normal poweder that made the man pissed Shoyo smirked at the boy

"I guess it's time for me to move". He muttered lowering his head with a playful grin on his lips within a seconds gun shot heard all over the area Hinata is still standing there not daring to look at them

"Now go, Hinata, I can handle this". Hinata hummed and walked away hearing Ushijima's voice that calling his name it's already started his plan is already flowing according to his planned

"Take care, Bokuto san....

"Take care, Bokuto san

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