It Was You From The Start?

Prologue

He who has been regressing too many times that he loses the count feels tired. Every time he was dead, he would always wake up as an 18-year-old boy again.

The day before he met Roan Kingdom Hero.

His first death is when he is 40 years old at the hand of white star. Second dead, third, and so on. No matter what he did, there's always something wrong with it. There was a time when he joins the hero and help them even in the shadow, gain power, found companions yet they still lose to white star.

Is it because of their lack of information? Or the way they're recklessly fighting? Or maybe they're not strong enough?

That's impossible... Right?

So why?

All this time they've been running around on the enemy's palm.

It was as if gods hate them so much that they made them suffer.

But at the end of the day... Isn't it him who suffers the most?

He's tired. So tired when he's the only one to remember. The way his family dies, and the way his companions die while protecting him instead of themself. He is tired when he remembers how useless he is and always be the last one to die. There's so much blood in his body whether it was the enemy or his family/friends.

Did death hate him so much that he didn't get his eternal rest?

'Please... When this is gonna end?...'

All he wants is to sleep forever and met his mother.

'Please, gods... I'm begging you... End my suffering '

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'Oh, you poor child...
I shall give you a gift... However,
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Don't change the fate of someone who is destined to die. I'm sure you know who I meant
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TBC~

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It's going to take a while for me to update because I need to reorganize my idea.

English is not my native language and I'm using Grammarly while writing this. But feel free to point out my mistake so I can change them and improve.

Kbye🤸