𝐔𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞

𝙶𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚝 𝚊 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎

[𝐊𝐲𝐥𝐞 𝐏𝐎𝐕]

I waited in the waiting room as the doctors took her in. I just hope nothing is serious wrong with her or our baby. Ever since she stormed out the session my mind just hasn't been right.

Actually correction ever since she left that night my mind hasn't been right and it opened my eyes to a lot of shit

I got up frustrated and went to my car pullin out a blunt. I put my seat back and looked up at the stars tryna clear my head. I smoked half and popped a perc then went back inside.

This might not be the right time to be high but I need to calm down

After a few minutes the doctor finally came out

Me: how is she?Hows the baby?!

Doctor: her and the baby are fine but she's has to stay here for 24 hour just to make sure everything is running smoothly.

Me: do you know what happened

Doctor: a few things. 1 her blood pressure is a way to high 2 She has really low iron and hasn't been eating well so that might of caused her to pass out and 3 stress which I believe is the main factor of everything. She was having a panic attack because she thought she fell on her stomach. But overall she's fine now and finally calm. We are still running more test which is why we need her to stay here to make sure her and the baby are okay. Like I said earlier my theory is stress that caused all of that to happen to her especially all at once so please check in on her when you can to help her reduce the stress

Me: can I see her

Doctor: of course

He took me to her room seeing her up.

She looks so sad

He left us alone and I sat down on the chair. She was rubbing her tummy drawing small circles

Me: how are you feelin?

Chanel: I'm fine

She sounds tired

Me: are you in any pain??!

She shook her head no and I sat back in my seat

Me: so you gotta stay here for a day just make sure everything good with you and the baby

Chanel: I'm fine I don't wanna stay h-here

I dragged my chair closer to her bed and looked at her

Me; what's wrong

Chanel: she hasn't moved since I fell

I saw tears fall down her cheek I reached up and wiped her tears

Chanel: Your mom was right

Me: my mom never right

Chanel: I'm such a bad mom to them... They deserve so much better than me

She laid back using her hands to cover her face

Me: Chanel stop

I grabbed her hands held them

Me: Chanel look at me

Chanel: I can't keep doing this man and now i'm bout to loose my babies like I can't

She snatched her hands from me cried more

Chanel: I don't know what i- i did to go through this like I just can't