Hey y'all just a lil chapter tryna introduce y'all to Esme a bit more but yea enjoy this <3
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~Damien Volkov~
As I drive away from her I can't help but smile, wait shit I'm smiling (yea cuz I made you smile bitch) shut up whore ass author (say it again) fuck you're weird (yea and I also made you up which makes you equally weird) Uh- you know what I'll just ignore that (yea take that you weirdo) I'm the weirdo??- anyway as I was saying I couldn't help smiling at how shocked she looked when I told her to meet me at my office tomorrow even if she didn't show it that much I could just tell from the look in her eyes and if I'm being completely honest I surprised myself too because I knew what was right I knew what I had to do which was stay very very away from that woman but I just feel this weird pull whenever I'm around her this, overwhelming desire, this urge to have her at my mercy, make her beg for me (we get it. You're horny.) but at the same time I feel the need to get to know her which is what has me scared because sure I've had my fair share of hookups and felt a need or attraction for a woman before but I never felt like I cared enough to want to know her.
But I know I can't have that so I'll take whatever she gives and for now, that seems to be more than enough to keep the beast under control and even if I can't have her the way I want then I'll make sure to at least have her body .every.fucking.inch. Of that goddamn body only if she's willing to give me that and I'd consider myself the luckiest man alive to just have her any way I can. The thing is though I'm gonna have to be very honest about the fact that I can't give her a relationship or anything more than just a good fuck as a matter of fact and I just hope I really fucking hope that doesn't make her want me or think any less of me.
As I pull up to the driveway of the mansion I notice Nik's car already parked and I immediately knew what that meant. Nik shenanigans. He wasn't gonna let me see the end of it for the whole thing with Maya, especially after the whole talk we had the other day. I park the car and get out and when I open the door I see he's already made himself very comfortable on the couch and turned on his favorite movie.
I try to close the door slowly so he wouldn't hear me but it's too late because he's already up and on his way to me with the smuggest most self-absorbed smirk plastered across his face and I just instantly knew what he was gonna say."I TOLD YOU" he exclaims throwing his head back in laughter while I just give him a very very unamused look but he doesn't stop laughing even when he notices so I punch his arm and that gets him to stop laughing for a second but when he looks at me he goes right back to laughing even louder this time "what's so funny fuck face?"
"You." he answer a little too casually but I already know I probably look really stupid right now getting so pressed over him being right that I couldn't stay away from her too long.
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