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Heyyy,
So kinda chill chapter but don't get too excited cuz this is just the calm before the storm bitches.Anyways have a nice read :)
———————————————————~Damien Volkov~
They're calling for me I swear to god.
I really need to stop staring at her tits. But they're so big. No no stop being a creep.
Goddamit they're looking at me. (no you're being a creep staring at her tits while she's sleeping) no, they looked at me first (yea yea whatever).
I can't even 'just sleep' to not think about it because well, since that night I haven't had a full night of sleep. We're all fully convinced I have insomnia but I never got diagnosed just because it will make it all so much more real and I'm not sure I'm ready enough to face that.
I don't know if I'll ever be.
Stop.
Staring.
At.
Her.
Very.
Nice.
Tits.Goddamit this is not good, and it's definitely not helping my little sleeping problem.
Maybe I should put a blanket over her I mean I definitely don't want her getting cold. (You're an asshole) I know I know but I just- fuck I just looked again- yup that's it blanket it is.
I get up from my place next to her and grab a blanket from the dresser right in front of the bed. I go back to where she's laying and drape the blanket over her- very nice curvy ass body- HER BODY. OVER HER BODY.
Great, she's making a fool out of me without even having to try. I sit there for only a few seconds before I find my eyes finding their way back to her breasts.
I really want to cuddle her.
Wait no- fuck no I don't cuddle, I've never cuddled anyone before. Wait I've never cuddled anyone? That sounds really bad when I say it. Maybe it is bad? Fuck she's messing me up here. I've never thought it was an issue before until now.
Maybe I should just give in. She certainly wouldn't mind if I did right? But wait wait wouldn't that give her wrong signals? That's a little bit too boyfriend like right?
I'm just being a pussy. No, I'm not I'm being rational.Yea I need to stop being a pussy it's just one time I probably won't sleep anyway and I'll just move before she wakes up. Yea, that works she won't even know it happened.
I finally give in get under the covers and snuggle myself close to her wrapping my arms around her. Oh, and I also put my face between her tits.
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