Pain, Pleasure & Insanity a JD x Reader

~Chapter Five~

~First Person POV~

'Guilt has ridden me. I've tormented my daughters for so long, that it's given Martha no hope for a better life, so she took her own. I never realised how much damage my cruel words and violence have caused my children.. I feel i have no choice, I have decided to join my daughter in suicide. I'll die knowing my daughter is in heaven living her eternal life as an angel in the clouds..and to my other daughter, Y/N. I die knowing the last interaction with her hurt her and for that I'm sorry. I leave Y/N all money I have left along with the house.. With that being said, goodbye, Y/N. I hope you have a wonderful life.'

-Carol Dunnstock

That's what my mothers Suicide note read. JD and I had written it right before calling the cops saying we had just come home and found my mother and Martha dead. The cops came, as well as the corner office. The corner office came and collected the bodies quickly while JD and I where siting down in the living room. We watched as they wheeled out my family's bodies and an officer walked into the living room.

"I'm sorry for your loss..We found letters on both the bodies, it appears your mother has left you the house and all her possessions. Again, I am truly sorry for your loss." the officer spoke, handing me the letters and leaving. I read Martha's;

"To Y/N I'm sorry, I've decided to do this while you're out with Jason so you couldn't stop me. I'm sorry i'm leaving you alone with our awful mother. That note from the Heathers and Veronica pretending to be Ram and what mom did to you and what she said to me was the last straw. You were the only light in my world, you were the only one who was kind to me and even when you joined the Heathers you still wouldn't kick me to the curb. Thank you Y/N..see you in heaven.'

-Martha Dunnstock

I folded the letter up and put it in my bag, a few tears slipped down my face as I leaned into JD on the sofa. The officers had all left so it was only JD and I in the house. I just sat there and silently cried. JD wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer, we just sat there, me crying and JD just sat there and hugging me.

~The Next Day~

JD took me to his house to make sure I was ok, I didn't sleep much last night as I just stayed up crying. The only time I had a 'good' sleep was when JD came into his room (he slept in the guest room, while he let me have his room) noticed me crying and got into bed with me. (After making sure I was ok with it) and cuddling me until I fell asleep.

We were now in his kitchen, he had made us some pancakes before school. He placed some pancakes down onto my plate then onto his as I poured some syrup atop mine and added some strawberries. ~if you don't like strawberries or syrup with pancakes you can choose different toppings~ After we ate we went back up to JDs room to get ready. But sure enough I realised I didn't have any clothes, which was a problem.

"JD!" I yelled out while pacing around his room trying to figure out something.
"What!" He yelled back from behind the bathroom door.
"I don't have any clothes can we stop by my house before school!" I yelled, now sitting on his bed.
"Why don't you just borrow some of mine?" He questioned, now coming out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped loosely around his waist. He had a medium build; his arms weren't beefy like the jocks but weren't too skinny either, his hair was wet while the front bits were sticking to his forehead. He had a slight trace of abs as well as a V line. I must have been staring because next thing I know JD is chuckling saying.
"My eyes are up here, darling" I snapped out of my daze and look at him, I could feel my face heating up.

"Oh god sorry-!" I said, standing up.
"I'm going wait in the hallway till you get changed again, sorry!" I apologised profusely while stepping out, I could hear him laugh to himself as I closed the door.

~JD's POV~

"Why don't you just borrow some of mine?!" I yelled back, I walked into my room to get some clothes for Y/N and I. As I walked out I noticed Y/N staring after a few seconds and let out a slight chuckle.
"My eyes are up here, Darling" I said. I watched her face turn red as her eyes shot to my face. She then apologised and headed out, saying she'll wait in the hallway. I put on a plain black T-shirt, some jeans and my trench coat. I didn't have anything girly for Y/N so I just picked out some nice black jeans, a blue and black flannel and a plain black jacket. I went over to my door and opened it to let Y/N back in.

~Y/N's POV~

I was standing out in the hallway, still embarrassed about the event that had just unfolded.
"Last time I checked, I didn't have a beautiful daughter." a voice spoke. I spun around to see a tallish man, just above JDs height, he was wearing a red jumpsuit and had grey hair. I looked at him, confused. Just standing there, not knowing what to do.

"My apologies, I'm Jason's father." the man (who I now knew to be JDs father) chuckled, looking me up and down (What a creep..) I thought as he stuck his hand out for me to shake. I hesitantly shook his hand, hoping JD would hurry up and get changed.
"So, are you going to introduce yourself?" JDs father queeried.
"Oh, right! Sorry, I'm Y/N!" I exclaimed, apologising for my rudeness.
"Well, Y/N, how'd you meet my son?" JDs father asked as I tried to begin explaining without telling the whole story
"W-well sir-" I stuttered out before he cut me off.

"Please, call me Dean." he spoke, crossing his arms.
"W-well, Dean, you see-" I was cut off by JDs door opening.
"Y/N I picked out some clothes for you....oh. Hello dad." JD had a look of anger in his eyes when glaring at his dad.
"Y/N come on, we're going to be late for school." JD urged, ushering me to his room.
"Not so fast, Jason. Y/N here was just about to tell me how you two met." Dean chuckled with a disgusting grin.

"No, she's not. We're going to be late to school, so leave." With that Dean let out a scoff and left walking down the stairs. I could hear a car start up and drive down the road. JD had pulled me inside and sat me on the bed, giving me some clothes.
"If you want different clothes, we could make a quick stop at your house.. but we'd need to be quick about it." JD called while brushing his teeth in the bathroom, he spat into the sink and then started closing the door as I got changed.

~JD's POV~
"So you going to tell me what's up with you and your dad?" Y/N asked as she opened the bathroom door, she was done changing. And god did she looks good in my clothes. She'd look better with nothing on as well.
"Nothing you need to worry about right now darling." I answered shutting off my thoughts.

Her cheeks turn red as I call her that I can tell she loves being called that and I love calling it, it suits her. We headed down to the kitchen where Y/N hopped on the island. I was fine with it since we only just moved so it was pretty bare.
"Are you ready to go to school? We don't have to after everything that's happened." I asked while kissing her forehead.
"Fuck no, but we have to" She sighed as she leaned into my chest. I know I only just met this girl a day ago. But fuck, she's amazing.
When dad and I first moved here I thought everything would be the same. It always is, except for my locker combination.
"Ok darling let's go."