Pain, Pleasure & Insanity a JD x Reader

~Chapter Eight~

⚠️T.W attempted SA & violent death⚠️

(I'll put a ⚠️ when it start and when it's over so if you want you can skip it)

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~Y/N's POV~

We got back to JDs' place, after making sure I got in ok he left to go to 7-11 to get us slushies. I was in his room replaying the events in my head over and over again.

I was thinking about the moment I shot him watching the life leave his eyes, that's when it hit me...I killed Kurt fucking Kelly. One of the most popular people in our school, how the hell did my life come to this.

I paced around the room thinking, holy shit I murdered someone. I started to hyperventilate, I paced back and forth until I realised that JD gave me the gun and bullets he told me they were tranquillisers. He wouldn't lie to me...would he?

Before I had any time to second guess myself JDs bedroom door opened. Fuck I thought to myself, not knowing what to do I froze. I wasn't greeted by JD's normal voice instead I was meet with JDs' dad walking in, wearing a disgusting grin as he strutted into the room.

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"Hello beautiful, I just wanted to know if you're going to stay for dinner?" He still wore that shit eating grin.

"Uh maybe I'm not sure yet" I let out an awkward chuckle, clearly uncomfortable.

He let out what seemed to be a half chuckle and snicker. As he walked forward he shut and locked the door trapping us in.

"what are you doing?" I asked backing up to JD's bed, trying to get some distance. I went to reach for the gun but as my luck would have it. It wasn't there I panicked and realised that JD still had it after I gave it to him. I silently cursed myself as Dean started coming towards me.

Before I could reach for anything that might help. Dean grabbed me throwing me into the nightstand, I tried fighting back, getting him off me as I pushed him into the opposite wall. I made my run for the door, but I wasn't quick enough. Dean grabbed me throwing me on the bed, I let out a scream hoping that JD was home but Dean was quick to cover my mouth.

"Beautiful, it would make it a lot easier if you'd shut up!" He yelled in a whisper, I could feel his breath on my neck as his hand reached down to pull my pants down.

I continued to thrash around trying to get him off me. I bit his finger trying to get his filthy hand off me. He released his hand, I took that as an opportunity to scream as loud as I could, praying JD would hopefully be home and help me.

"You fucking bitch!" Dean yelled as he punched me. I tried staying conscious but I felt myself starting to lose consciousness but before I went out I heard the door slam open followed by shouting and finally...a gunshot.

~JDS' POV~

"Y/N! I bought your favourites" I yelled upstairs I placed all the snacks and drinks onto my kitchen counter, I didn't hear a reply back which I thought was weird but blew it off.

She's probably asleep, I thought. After putting everything away, I decided to head upstairs. I was about a quarter way up the staircase until I heard a scream.

Shit Y/N, I ran upstairs I tried opening my bedroom door but it was locked...fuck!

"You fucking bitch!"

I heard my dad yell from the other side as well as a punch.

I saw red. I kicked open my door while reaching for my gun in my coat. My eyes landed on my bed, my father was hunched over an almost unconscious Y/N. I aimed my gun without hesitation and fired. The bullet grazed his shoulder, he let out a scream. Retracting from Y/N's body I saw her limp body half on my bed with her pants around her ankles.