Marry the enemy

5| The Deal

Macon
Elena ran out of the school scared. I can't lie since I saw her I am scared too. I asked Ayla but she didn't knew either. Did something happened?

Elena
Oh my-
I can't I am shocked I can't I don't even know why I am shocked.
Because my test was negative I am not pregnant.
But shocked I guess because I did an test the first time in my life. And also really thought I am pregnant.
I was okay now I knew I am not pregnant but something was good about the stress.
In this hour I haven't thought about Macon a single time but now I did.
I had to think of this man and I hated myself for it.
For thinking of him for feeling what I do but I can't let it happen. I just can't.

Macon
Elena was fine, I found out. She was just stressing because her father called her. I am just idiot and I don't know why I have to think of her. She is a bitc- I can't I can't call her like that. Not even in my thoughts what has she done to me that I want her. Everything of her. I just want her to speak with me again even if she argues but I need her. More than I ever needed anything in my whole life.

It was late and my basketball training was over. To this point I didn't knew that my life would change in a few minutes completely. Because of her.
I went home after the training like always.
The same street, the same tempo.
But something was different. I saw brown hair.
But not classic brown her. It where her brown hair and I was wondering why she ran over to me.
Wait what- she ran over to me
She really did
And when she reached me she suddenly stopped.
I think she was thinking of what she was doing and so was I.
Thinking what was this girls plan?
Then she began to speak with many attempts
"I-I-I" what has happened she was really confused and thinking what to say.
"I can't stop thinking of what we did after the party. I just can't stop thinking of you" wait have I heard right?!
She can't stop thinking of me?
"Of me?"
"More your Body" oh. My body? So she doesn't feels like I do? She just-
"Oh okay but why are you saying me this?" I was disappointed and I just wanted to run to let out what I felt.
"I don't know I just need more" more?
"What do you mean Elena?"
"I want more but I don't want a relationship just you know"she can't even say the word but Is asking me if we could sleep with each other? She knows that this goes wrong in every book right? I thought she would read?
"I don't think that's this is sma-" she pulled me to her and kissed me. With her beautiful red lips she had strawberry lipgloss.
"Why not? I see how you look at me or more my ass so what's against it?" She wasn't wrong but I loved more then only her body
"Like a Deal?" It's the classical deal and in the end they start to have feelings-
Wait could she begin to have feelings for me when we do that?
Could she? It's worth a try isn't it?
"Yeah a deal Macon" I said yes after thinking a while.
We had rules of course like in every movie with this type of deal:
•no feelings
•secret it's not allowed to say anybody
•you are not allowed to sleep with others
•one party every week
•trying a hobby of the other person (my idea)
that's it. Not much.
Just a few rules. So we did it.
Too often.
We did it after every party, every weekend every hour.
And it went good no problems
I just hope my plan that's she falls for me would function. Because I would never do it other wise.
It's not how you treat women just sleep with them like they have no feelings.

Elena
I know it was a mistake. I shouldn't have asked him but I needed it. And it felt so good.
But to stop with my drama we should begin with Aylas.
Ayla stares at Noah so in love I want to throw up.
But because I am the best I will bring them together.
But for that I need Macon's help. I am sure he doesn't really cares if Ayla and Noah get together or not but he has to help me. Or I'll kill this Idiot.

The next day
I woke up completely sweeting and hardly able to breath. I maybe even screamed when I woke up. It's now 30 seconds later I counted and I still couldn't breath. When I heard a knock at my door. My father came in.
"Are you okay?" he asked but really caring.
It's really weird he cares about me since 2 weeks. Before I was nothing. But since I go to school he behaves like he finally has a use for me. Finally a task. I am scared but I can't think at the moment I am just to in shook.
"I am okay" I am not absolutely not I dreamed of what happened 2 years ago. Before I left school.
I dream of it regularly. In 4 days distance approximately.
But I ignored I could hardly go to a therapist.
If I would go they would directly send me in prison.
And my father- god no he would scream at me because I did it before he knew I did. He knows what I do but he doesn't knows how often I did.
And who it has caught 2 years ago.
I can't forgive myself even if I should.
I should forgive me because I needed to do it.
No wait shit
I sound like a psycho.
I should just go to sleep but I can't I am scared to dream of it again.
So I stood up and draw a little. It helps me when I need to calm down.
Thank god it helps every time.
Otherwise I couldn't live with myself.
Am I a bad person?

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