Marry the enemy

8| Panic

The party is fun
You hear the sarcastic no? Okay it is sarcastic
I hate it here
Macon is annoying and just Macon? Reason enough
Noah is ahh I hate this guy. My best friend is doing this because of sadness and he. He is hanging on girl lips 24/7.
Macon
"Noah why do you wanted to go to this party?" he turned around. And looked at me sad but just a second. Then he changed to Noah
Sometimes I am scared I don't even know Noah.
I mean I do and I am sure I know him but not the darkest secrets.
"I don't know I just wanted some fun" fun? Really? Yeah funny omg this party is soo fun.
Oh shit Ayla is coming that could mean two things
I will die or Noah will die.
I hope it's not me so I directly went. But too late
"Oh Macon scared?" Oh shit
"No Ayla not at all I just don't feel like hearing how you scream" I said and went I really didn't felt like it.
But I am Macon so I stayed near so I could hear them
"Noah?"
"Ayla?"
"Why are you ignoring me?" This will get interesting
"I am not just living what are you expecting from me?"
"I thought we had something that night some connection" Noah please don't say the wrong thing don't say what I think you will. Please Noah
"Ohh you think you own me? For once sleeping with me?" Noah!!! I thought you're better
"Oh so that's what you think?"
"Yeah pretty much? Why do you expect something else?"
I can't look while their connection or not connecting breaks.
"Okay kids stop Noah go drink Ayla go away"
"Go away really Macon? So creative want me to kick you? What the fuck she would never kick me.
"Oh okay you will kick me?"
"No better slap"
"Oh shit you're good" Yes she really slapped me.
Bitch but okay
"Ayla I will just go"
"Aww poor Macon want to cry? A girl hit you? Is your honor ruined now? Aww poor Maci"
"Oh shit I will really go mad Ayla is not good Ayla"
I had a reason to go because now it's time to speak with Elena. Fun
"Elena?" She turned around and went okay well I realized that will be harder than I thought.
I grabbed her shoulder.
"Elena stop do you want to be like this when you move to me?"
"Macon I can't it's just I can't this I don't want this okay I-I-I am not prepared for marrying I should never marry"
"But you do Elena and this is shit but I want to do it right I want to treat you how you deserve how you need but I need you to meet me in the middle"
"I-"
"Will you please do one movie night with me? Or one date? Something please I just want that we feel free in this marriage and not like our parents our parents did it wrong. But I want to do it better I want you to have everything you ever wanted"
"I Macon I don't know"
"You deserve more than a marriage like your parents"
"Okay Macon one date"
"Thank you movie night?"
"Okay let's do it tomorrow"
"Okay see you tomorrow beauty" I kissed her cheek and went away.
"Noah bitch let's go I need you"

Next day
08:00pm
Okay she should be here in a few minutes. I am excited and I don't know what to do.

Elena
I regret this shit. I can't do this but I will. He is right we should try.
I knocked.
He opened.
"Heyy"
"Heyyyy"
"Let's go shall we?"
"Yes so what movie?"
"Ummm Disney"
"Elena no, no princesses" boringgggg
"Okay umm Lion king" still Disney but shut the fuck up Macon
"Okay Lion king but isn't Disney for kids?" Boys, being soo cool.
"You're never too old for Disney" I said happy
"Okay okay let's go Lion King is waiting"
"Okay so Macon Saint I can't have small talk so I will just ask you random questions okay"
"Okay?"
"Soo favorite animal?" Don't ask okay just don't.
"Mhh Dolphin" Dolphin?
"Dolphin is kinda making you soft"
"I am no Robot?" okay no still it's Macon.
"Okay you aren't"
"Favorite Movie?"
"I am not the movie type but say me yours"
"Cinderella and Lion king not hard to guess"
It really isn't hard to guess my favorite movies.
But it's kinda sweet that his favorite animal is Dolphin.
"Okay Elena interesting" he said smirking. And I think he wanted to laugh too.
He is...sweet.
Maybe I should let him no Elena are you goddamn stupid. What are you doing here get out.
"Mhh I have to go the movie is over anyways see you tomorrow"
I went out fast. Not fast but as fast as normal.
"Elena? You okay why are you now so"
"just tired"
"You can sleep here if you want"
Do I want? I mean I can't let him in but I can try to show him that I don't hate him because he deserves more. He tries and I should too.
"I am sorry Macon I will stay"
"Okay that's good"
"Mhh I have an guest room if you want"
"No it's okay if it's okay for you I'll sleep here with you" I can't sleep in an room I don't know alone. It just wakes my..no it's good I am good
"I don't have anything against it"
So we feel asleep both cuddling in the arms of the other. It's hard to believe isn't it?
But my life isn't meant to be perfect.
I woke up and screamed. I dreamed it again but why now. Macon must think I am crazy.
But I had to cry because I don't want this anymore I want to just make it away. The pain the hate the guilt.
Macon woke up he looked left right in panic. Like he had a panic attack.
"Macon it's okay it's only me" he still looked scared.
"You okay? Did something happen? No no don't cry.
I can't take it to see you cry. Please stop Elena"
He wrapped his arms around me hugging me harder than I have ever been hugged. And I loved it and I was happy he didn't asked. He cared for me till I feel asleep. But next time I will take care for him. Because he wasn't fine he just hided it.

Macon
I heard a scream.
I-I-I couldn't breath it felt like dying. I suddenly felt pain in my chest.
I was scared I just remembered-
I think I will faint my lungs just stopped and my heart was beating too fast.
I felt like stifle. I had it again
I had an attack.
But then I saw her. Elena she was crying and was completely scared. Shaking but so was I. But she had no attack.
I still was in pain and my lungs were hurting as hell but she needed me more than ever. I noticed how she noticed me and wanted to help me but I did first.
She feel asleep, thinking I did too but I haven't slept this night.

Author's note
I hope the Panik attack was okay. I really tried to show how it is but it's not that easy.

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