Marry the enemy

14| Special

A few days went by and Elena and I were good now I think.
I was standing in the kitchen making her breakfast. I made her eggs, I was turning the egg over slowly and..done
„Elena!!"
„I am coming" she came upstairs in her Pyjama.
I love her Pyjama it has little kittens on it. I gave the plates on the table and sat down. She sat down too smiling at me.
„It tastes good, thanks Macon"
„No problem Elena" I wanted to ask her smt but I am unsure if I should ask her just now. Or if I should wait. But the ball is tomorrow so now or never I guess.
„Tomorrow is a ball and as my fiancé I hope you will go with me"
„Yes of course I will" she smiled. She smiled more often at me then before and I like it.
"But I already knew about the ball I just didn't knew that I have to come as your family this year" she looked at me, waiting for an answer.
"Yeah you're in my family this time" I couldn't say what she thought when I said this but she just nodded. We were eating and after that she went shopping because she needed a dress for tomorrow.

Elena
I hate that ball. That ball is about who the best mafia this year is. After that you also say the best man or woman from this year. As in example who killed the most people or did the most for their families mafia. I was never voted for it although I help my father with the mafia everyday.
Ayla picked me up so we can shop a dress but before that we're going to school. Macon didn't come because he had some business to do.
It was 12pm, Macon was now in school too.
Ayla was somewhere I didn't knew where. I bet making out with Noah or something like that.
I was going to my next class when I saw Macon and his friends.
"Elena is it true that you're a whore" one of Macon friends said that and I felt really uncomfortable with it.
"Leave her alone" Macon said and you could hear that he was pissed now.
"What have you fucked her?" Macon looked at him and his answer hurt in some way.
"I would never fuck a whore" I went. I couldn't look him in the eye like this. I thought I meant something for him I thought I am someone special to him.
If I am so special, why am I a secret?
And why tf would he call me a whore. I thought we were friends.
Maybe even more. But I guess we aren't.

At home or however I call this shit house I packed my things to go in my real house I don't want to be here to talk to him and as sure as hell I don't want to be in one house with him. He hurt me.
And If someone hurts me I learnt to not interact with this person anymore or even worser....to kill them.
But I would never be able to kill him because deep down I could be in love with him. I went to the stairs and slowly went down one after the other. I counted them because my brain was thinking way too much. Without counting I would have felt.
„Elena stop" I ignored him and went the stairs down I forgot to count thats why I nearly fell but you didn't notice.
„I love you" I still ignored him and went down standing at the door, I couldn't take it in anymore and said
„Well I don't" it was a lie but who cares. I closed the door behind me and wondered again if I am so special why am I a secret? He said that he loves me. Still he calls me a whore. Can he than really love me?
A tear dropped down my cheek.

The next day
Today is the ball but I will go with my family because of what happened yesterday. I don't want to stand next to him I don't want him to touch me.
I saw him like my enemy again.
When I entered the hall everyone looked at us because we're one of the biggest mafia.
I didn't dance. Macon didn't either I looked at him sometimes but he never danced or talked to the girls. He is way too important for me. And like this he didn't looked like the sweet guy I know. Like the sweet guy in school he is someone completely different.
An hour past when they finally called out who the biggest mafia is. Guess who the biggest mafia is. Saint of course it was Saint. It's always fucking Saint.
When they called out the best person of the year my heart nearly stopped. I didn't move because I was sure I heard it wrong.
„Elena Gomez, would you please come up here" what- I- why I haven't done anything. But worst of all I have to go where Macon is. Fuck why, why is it always him. I stood next to him pressing my fingers together because I had this feeling to just cry and that helped me. You can't burst out crying in my world. Macon was there next to me but he didn't looked at me once and he didn't behaved like Macon not like the Macon I know.
Wait- I realized he is standing next to me but he doesn't leads the mafia...his dad leads it- oh shit
His dad wasn't here, what the fuck happened last night after I left.
I wish that this worry would have stayed my worst for today but of course it didn't. Macon and I walked down the stage. He walked before me because I don't know I guess he felt special. Suddenly I missed a stair and fell. Macon turned around and caught me.
„I have you love" he said it and let me go. He just went I- did he just called me love?
I watched him walk away. He shaked a few hands, nodded at a few people and went. He did it like he planned every move. It was really smooth. I was so in thoughts that I didn't noticed that he was walking up to me. I just saw that one second he stood a few inches away from me.
„Would you give me that dance?" I don't know would I? I would like to know his side of the story.
„I- Macon?"
„I am sorry I just wanted to protect you, you're no whore" I don't know if I should believe him. I wanted to say no when my father came and said yes. He said yes for me. Isn't it my decision if I want to or not?
„Okay" that's all Macon said. He didn't cared that it wasn't my answer to the whole shit. I wanted to let him go and just ran away but he already started dancing and all eyes were on us. If I go now it would harm our mafia so I stayed.

Macon
I am so sorry what I said to her but I need to make it good again. I need to show her that I needed to say it to protect her. Because if I won't protect her who will? I danced with her. And I felt how she slowly liked it. I really like her and I don't want to fuck it up. So yeah I am trying to make it good again.
I heard a shot. I turned around looking at my mom. She was fine. Looking at my sister. She was fine too. I looked at everyone, I wanted to give up so I looked at Elena. And what I saw made my heart stop.

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