Difficult love

I love you

 Here you go guys, sorry it's late. Enjoy

Lloyd's POV

I was shocked by what I had just heard, but in a way that explained a few things but still asked more questions than answers. So I decided get rid of this silence by asking a question.

Lloyd:" did that really happen? And if, what age?" I said trying to figure out as much as possible. Skylark just shook her head and said.

Skylor:"I don't want to meddle with something like this, it's her privacy, but I don't know if that really happened I just know that she saw her mother get stabbed and what age I don't know either." I was confused but was relived at the same time to know that it could have been just a dream, a very bad dream but luckily still a dream. My thoughts were interrupted by jay saying something.

Jay:" so it could be that it was just a dream, if you think about it it would make sense I mean after what we did last night it could have brought up some stupid ideas for dreams:" I really hope that's true jay, I really hope, but that's when the bathroom doors came open slowly and a leaned against the wall y/n appeared saying.

Y/n:" you read my thoughts?!" She said in an 'I can't believe you would do that' tone. I immediately felt guilty she had a hard time to trust me to begin with and this definitely left some damage. Skylor immediately tried to explain herself saying.

Skylor:" y/n, I'm so sorry I didn't mean too, we were just worried about you" y/n just gave all of us a death glare before answering.

Y/n:" and that's supposed to be a reason to trespass onto my private train of thought, is it?" She said that with such smart words it actually impressed me, but the way she said those words made me feel guilt and shame, but before any of us could say something again, she took the confusion away from us that we had earlier. 

Y/n:" I was seven" those words were all I needed to go back into shock and panic mode. ' is she trying to say that she was seven when her mother died?' We all had gaped faces that if I'm being honest still asked more questions, now just different ones. Which was before she explained a bit of it.

This is a really short and quick recap of what happened 13 years ago

Y/n:" I was outside playing and practicing my powers, I was out there all day until night fell when it was night I realized that I had fallen asleep under the stars and looked around me to see what had woken me up. I saw my mother, I was happy to see her, and was to foolish and innocent to not notice someone grab her wrist and ask her something, she punched him square in the face screaming at him. A moment later I saw my mother having a dagger being slammed in her heart, she fell to the floor bleeding like a river.............." It took me everything not to embrace her at this very moment, she went through so many awful things and I can't believe that, around me I saw and heard the ninja either gag, look to the side while leaning on something or hold their stomachs as if they were sick and were about to throw up, all except me, I just stood there in shock until she spoke again." She died in my arms" we all looked at her in remorse and hurt, we couldn't believe what we had just heard 'this is, I mean....... wow' I was this close to gagging myself or the other things and to imagine she had to go through that when she was seven!? That's cruel'. I thought y/n got out of her leaning position and started walking to the door and said.

Ok the scene stops here enjoy

Y/n:" I'll meet you downstairs, I just........need a moment" I could tell this got a lot for her so I went after her and followed her to outside and into the jungle. She had plopped herself onto the floor and started crying, she was in the position of kneeling down and her hands connected to the ground, her beautiful h/c hair had been dangling down her face hiding it. I slowly made my way to her and knelt down beside her, I could tell she had noticed because  her crying was quickly stopped and a cold voice spoke saying.