Oliver's POV
ngl, i'm jealous. yes i'm jealous by what i saw last saturday. who is that guy? why zeezee looks so happy with him? why they held each other hand? is he, her boyfriend? why yeonjun told him to take her after class? who is he?
i don't know who is he, what i know is, zeezee always happy when she's with him.
is he taehyun that jay had mention before?
whatever.
-at college-
i saw zeezee get out of her car, arrived here same time with us. it's all fine until i saw someone get out of the car too. it's him.
she smile and the boy patted her head before zeezee get into college.
at music class, i decided to ask her.
"hey zeezee" i greeted her first.
"oh hey oliver" she answered me with an awkward voice. i knew she awkward with me by what i saw that day.
"i want to ask you something actually" i said slowly.
she just have a questionable face.
"who is that guy who sent you to college today?" i asked her straight forwardly.
"oh, he's taehyun" she answered simply and walk away because madam already call us.
at this moment, i knew he already have someone else. i should stay away from her. or either i will be the one who's hurting.
zeezee's POV
after classes, before go back home, i saw oliver waiting at the gate too. i decide to greet him because uhm uh ahhhh you guys know why. :)
"hey oli, waiting for the boys?" i asked.
"hey, yeah" he answered simply without a smile that he often wears.
i asked some question too, he answered simply too. i make a joke, he don't laugh for it. instead of it, he just ignore me. wtf with this guy?
"oliver, why you ignore me?" i said while i saw the boys already came but they stay behind to eavesdrop us. i don't care. i just want to know why he ignoring me.
"nothing" he answered simply. this one starts to make me angry.
"I ASK YOU ONCE AGAIN, WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME? THIS IS NOT YOU. YOU USUALLY SMILE AND LAUGH WITH ME" i said louder. not being obsessed but i want to know why.
he ignored me again. i saw taehyun already came to pick me up.
"you better answered me properly or we will never met each other again" i threatened him. well, kinda obsessed now. still in positive way. i don't know how explain but obsessed in positive way.
"okay, if that's what you wanna hear. then okay, i ignore you because i know you like someone else!" he said very loud. kinda mad and jealousy tone?
"i like someone else?" i said in confused tone.
taehyun came out of the car to see what happened. he standing like beside me but a little bit far away. even the boys already close with us now. a few students also look at us.
"YES ZEEZEE, I KNOW YOU LIKE HIM. AND I LOVE YOU. I WANT TO BE SOMEONE THAT MAKING YOU LAUGH AND HAPPY ALL THE TIME. IF YOU LIKE SOMEONE ELSE, I WILL BE THE ONE WHO'S HURTING MYSELF. THAT'S WHY I AVOID YOU." he spoke under his breath.
i was too shocked until i can't say anything. he was about to walk away. until..
ryan stopped him. "she likes you too" ryan said calmly and simply with no expression at his face.
he stand there. look at me in disbelief face. the boys just laughing at him.
he ran to me. "are you for real?" he asked and shaking my shoulder nonstop. he got too excited now.
i just nodded slightly because i'm embarrassed and my face all red like a tomato.
"how about he?" he said as he pointing at taehyun.
"listen man, me and zeezee and yeonjun. we all being friends since our childhood. i already treat her like my own sister." taehyun said to him with a grin.
we all start to laughing now.
"then, how about ryan? isn't he's the one that like you first?" oliver asked feeling concern for his friend.
"it's okay, me and zeezee already declare each other as best friend" he said while showing everyone our bracelets.
"i just want you to take care of her goodly. if you don't we will be no longer friend" ryan said making everyone laugh.
[forgot to mention, the boys in this chapter including jake, bangchan, felix, jay and eric]
Ryan's POV
after dinner together with NSB, i decide to spend time alone in my room.
i just laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling. not realizing i cried. i cried. a lot. i don't know how to tell you but i love her. i just end my night with crying again and again. thinking about my first love.
well, at least i can be her best friend. but i still will love her right? its not good for me right? should i move to somewhere else?
nahh, i'm not gonna do that.
i want to love her more as a best friend.
