Day 12: I've been leaving the flat more often. Today I took Hugo to the park to run around a bit. I think
he liked it, I swear he was smiling.
He saw a leaf and started to run after it. He tripped and did a summersault and then he just sat there, dazed. It made me laugh.... It was the first time I'd laughed in 12 days.... Are you coming home soon?
Day 14: I lost your scarf. I'm so sorry, I don't even know where it went. I left it on the couch and I went out to the store. When I came back it was gone. I looked everywhere, even by Hugo's stuff (he sometimes takes it there when he wants to play). I know it sounds silly, but I think somebody stole it..
Day 17: Today I finally got a job. It's just a little job, at the shop. It's only 5 hours a day and I get a discount on groceries and Hugo's food. But the main reason is to get out of the flat. Without you there it's so empty. So sad. Also it's nice to talk to other people again.
Day 18: I keep seeing the tall curly haired man around town. He looks exactly like you. It was starting to scare me, so I decided to go back to the psychiatrist. She said its normal to see people around places that you miss. But I swear it's not my imagination. It's too real. Come home soon.
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So sorry it's so short :(
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John's Notebook (johnlock)
FanfictionJohn is devastated with the loss of his best friend, Sherlock's death. But is he really dead?
