Dork diaries Brandon or Theo

Crying day

So as I said my day wasn't so good yesterday as me and Brandon had a argument in front of all the CCPs and my friends , well I take it i'm a single Pringle again with my bffs which isn't so bad because I won't be the only one who will go back to being the big dork of the school I mean well being with Brandon basically made me get noticed by everyone and people besides Chloe, Zoey, Brandon , then Theo and Marcus came and wanted to talk to me about everyday life.  I guess  it was nice to be noticed for once . Anyway let's look on the bright side at least no one can get hurt this way.

I didn't feel like going in to school today because I would be so humiliated seeing everyone. Especially Mackenzie and Brandon I mean how could he do that to me. I think it's time that  I moved on from this subject because if I think about it more then I'll start crying and my eyes are saw from that, it's probably because  I cried myself to sleep and this morning it was just replaying in my head, I just want to listen to music especially 'cry me a river ' by Justin timberlake then suddenly I got a text message it said ....
Niki please I don't like the way we ended things yesterday I can't stop thinking about you everything I said yesterday was a lie and I can understand if you don't any to forgive me because i wouldn't neither. But I'm coming to see you after school please x

Is he crazy??? Why is he sending me a text when he's in class probably snogging with that witch Mackenzie!  is he trying to be funny?  Or his he just playing me all over again? I can't even think about all of this right now because if I do then he'll probably find a way to wheel himself back in my heart .                                                                                                                                                                                                    

3:40pm schools finished

'Ding dong'
"who is it "
"It's Brandon , Brianna please let me in I need to talk to your big sister"Brandon pleaded
"Ermmm I don't think I should because she was doing an awful lot of crying last night and she looks terrible I don't Even think she washed?                                                                                                                        "What the.. No Brianna move"
"Niki is that you"
"Who else do you think has my voice ?of course, ...Mackenzie does a pretty good impression maybe you should go to her" I whispered so Brianna wouldn't hear me
"Look can I come in"
"Nope"                                                                                                                                                                                                     shuts door
Okay maybe that was a little extreme
"Brandon" I shouted as he was walking down the steps
"Yeah"
"Sure You can come in , come to my room"
"Thank you"
I quickly ran upstairs and cleared my room before he came up I swear that's the fastest I've ever moved to clean my room in my life. He came and sat on my bed
"Look I'm sorry Nicki I didn't mean all the things I said yesterday I was just angry because of Theo. I shouldn't have kissed Mackenzie or teased you about her, I'm sorry. I love you and never Want to let you go " he was going to start crying so I let him back in my heart I guess he's never left
"I'm sorry to Brandon but tell me why You was going to break up with me and why You was angry with Theo?" I asked politely
He took a deep breath and answered
" Theo and Marcus broke up with Chloe and Zoey because they both liked each other's girlfriends little did I know. Theo liked mine and I kind of had feelings for his, but don't worry I don't anymore so that's why I needed to break up with you because I felt guilty for keeping you to myself if my best friend likes you and I guess it just made me upset and I took it out on you"                                                        

 I was absolutely was speechless why would Theo like me if he knew I was taken , he wouldn't just like me out of the blue . What about him and Brandon's bromance (brotherly love relationship )?             This doesn't seem right to me .
"Look Brandon. I'm not angry or anything I just want to forget what happened yesterday and focus on what will happen tomorrow. Don't worry no one will take me away from you "
Brandon lent in and kissed me passionately,  we was there kissing for about 3mins then he touched my thigh and started to stroke it, I pulled it back down                                                                                       "ermmm Brandon why are Yu stroking me like I'm one of your fuzzy friend puppies 😂" I laughed and blushed
"Ohh my gosh Nicki I'm so sorry ".
He blushed and smiled I did the same it felt like we was doing this forever
I guess I can never stay mad at him 💖