I apologize for the last entry but Kate is better than never right? yesterday me and Adam got into a major fight. I don't even know what it was about. basically it all started because he brought up some things that u told him about my brother when I was drunk. spoiler alert: my brother used to sexually abuse me. maybe that's why I'm so into older men? i don't know I guess I'm fucked up. anyways, he kept bringing it up and called him a dick and he called me a bitch who couldn't take a joke and all this shit. During this time I was texting Noah and explaining everything that was happening. at first he just kept going on and on about he told me that this was going to happen and all of this shit. eventually when I stopped replying because I was done with all of his shit he called me. it was actually really sweet, he called to make sure I was okay and he was bringing up old times when we hang out. he can always make me smile.
anyways, back to Adam. about an hour of text fighting he face timed me and when I picked up I was instantly greeted by his abs!! instantly I knew everything was okay. we talked into the late hours of the night and eventually things got sexual. lets just say we both ended up naked. but it's ok because he's already seen me naked, in person might I add. he's so hot. but I don't know.
we also talked about how we could never have a real relationship. we both got awkwardly quiet. I don't know. I really do like him, but there's also Noah.
please please if anybody is ACTUALLY reading this comment what you think I should do. I need help.
thank you. have a good day/night. Stay strong.
xx, anon.
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No FicciónIt is because my horrid parents read my journal that I can not write in it anymore and feel as it is safe and kept a secret. These are all of my secrets of my sex life, boy drama, bitchy girls, cutting, wanting to kill myself, struggling with self s...
