MAKE IT RIGHT | Haruchiyo Sanzu

02

"Haru!!!"

I looked at the entrance of the rooftop. My heart fluttered as I heard him call my name. I recognize his voice all too well. I was about to ignore him but I heard a loud thud coming from the outside of the rooftop. I quickly got up and ran towards the door. Fuck, there's no elevator in here.

"Holy shit, Rindo!" I gasped when I saw him stumbling down the stairs. "Fuck, Fuck, Fuck!" I curse repeatedly and went after him.

"Haru!" And he's whining! I kneeled in front of him while he's leaning against the wall beside the stairs. "It's so hot!" I tensed up when I saw him taking off of his necktie.

"No." I gripped on his wrist before scooping him up and carried him towards our shared apartment. Kakucho opened up the door for us and was about to say something but I shake my head.

I settled down Rindo on his bed and tried to remove his deadly grip on my shoulder. "Come on, Rin. You also need to shower." I sighed.

"Join me?" He's so dazed, his lips gaped, his hair created a halo on the pillow, his cheeks were tinted with pink and I really thought he's seducing me. But, I pushed away that thought because he don't swing that way.

"I don't like touching someone who's already with someone elese." I said, he loosened his tight grip and that's my chance to get away from him.

"Haru-" He called, his voice sweet like honey.

"Go to sleep, Rindo. You're clearly drunk." I emphasized the last word before slipping out of his bed.

"Fucking...so annoying!"

I didn't dare to dodge Mikey's punch. Hell, I got used to this. It doesn't even hurt me anymore. But, when I saw his look, his expressionless face, like he didn't care at all. Why did my chest tighten? Since when did I care for what will someone think of me?

Fuck, I know from the very beginning that I wouldn't stand a chance.

So, I closed my eyes and gave in. I can feel their pitying glances and I hate it. I was starting to lose conscious. Mikey's dark impulse. It will be the death of me. My body is trembling as the memory of the past came across my mind. My scar...

"Enough, Mikey!" Koko stormed inside the room and pulled Mikey away from me. He's always there if something bad happens between us.  "Sanzu, did you annoy him again?!" Of course, he will blame me. They will always blame me for everything.

I didn't dare opening my eyes and just laid on the floor. I didn't feel anything. One by one, they left the door. And I was left drowning myself in pain of the past and present.

"Hah...Well, Haruchiyo. See? No one cares about you." I smiled painfully, opening my eyes slowly. "I didn't even do anything." I gritted my teeth while tears falling down on my cheeks.

"Haru?" A voice interrupted me. I looked at the figure who entered the room. It's Rindo. Why is he always.... "Come on, I'll treat your wound. Or would you like to go to the hospital?" He says and I noticed the first aid kit he's holding.

"Why do you care?" I asked, looking at his physical features. His gaze became soft. He pouted before glaring down at me. "You're so cute." I mumbled.

"Shut up, Sanzu. Let me treat your wound."  I grimaced when he called me 'Sanzu'. I really prefer if he call me 'Haru'.  It makes him sound so sweet even if he's so pissed every time he sees me.