Aftermath (our tragic story)

22. Falling (1)

"PD, we also have to do this."

"PD, when will the shoot starts?" 

"PD, we need supplies.

"PD, we need the allowance." That's all I can hear all the time they will enter my studio. I am really stressed this day because all of them is really needing something.

"Hey Lays, did you have your lunch?" Rays asked. 

"Not yet. But I will just release this allowance to the production and I will have my lunch." I replied. The allowance that the production needed is like 2.6 million and I can't just release it to them in one snap.

"We really need a star. We are nearly bankrupt." Rays said while looking at my computer. She is really right,

"I'll just have my lunch. Stay here if you want." I said and leave the studio because I'm starving already.

"How's the child?" I stopped walking when I heard Timothy's voice talking to someone on the phone. 

"I assumed that his child is really big now," I whispered.

"How many times should I tell you?" He sounds really mad that's why I walked past by him without a word.

I'm having my lunch and still, I'm on my phone replying to the production and approval. After that, I eat faster so I can go back to work again. The producing team is rushing me to produce something on Timothy, that's why we have a meeting.

"When will you produce something, Ms. LA?" My leader shouted at me in front of all the producing team and also in front of Timothy.

"I will release it after 3 days. I just need some time." I replied and sounded nice.

"I thought you are an Ace? Why are you slow?" I looked down and trying not to burst my emotions.

"I'm sorry." The meeting adjourned after some announcement. I went to the cafe in the sky garden of the company. I need to breathe for a while but I felt someone behind me.

"Hey, I'm sorry," Timothy said and sat beside me.

"I'm a producer and that's my job." I looked at him and smiled. When I turned my face to the view I felt a heavy feeling after I smiled at Timothy.

"It's been a year... How are you?" Timothy asked.

"I've never been okay." Finally, the words that I really want to tell out loud but never happened. "It's hard to trust people after what happened to us." trusting someone or a new person is really difficult for me. I always give people all my trust but ended up betraying me by one choice.

"I am really sorry for what I did." I did a very deep breath for hearing his sorry for a million times.