I Will Always Be There ✔️ (Sebasdion) BxB

lost in it (part 1)

Sebby^^

Sebb's POV

I wake to my alarm screaming. I groan and get out of bed. Still groggy I sit at the edge of my bed trying to wake myself up.
I hear him screaming for me down stairs and i instantly jump in fear and scramble out of bed.

"GET DOWN HERE AND MAKE ME SOME BREAKFAST YOU WORTHLESS BASTARD!!" he screams drunkaly

" Yes sir I'll be right there" i yell back trying to keep my tone as polite as possible.

It was my first day of junior year in high school and i did not want to be yelled at or worse... before my first day. But i was used to it.
I quickly slip on some sweats over my boxers and run down stairs.
My feet gliding down the stairs from muscle memory as i catch one of my feet on a stair, and i go flying.
watching my world rush towards the ground as i brace for the impact. I hit the floor hard and my vision starts to go slightly blurry. I start to whimper slightly as start to hear loud footsteps knowing what's about to come. Before i could even get up let alone recover. I feel to large hands grab my shoulder and I'm rushed upwards.

"WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING..." he starts

before he could finish i feel myself fall back to the ground and land on my stomach. I feel a sharp pain in my gut as i land.
He is to drunk out of his mind to keep a grip on my shoulders so he lunges back down and goes for the only piece of clothing on me. I instantly feel the upward rushing feeling again but even before that i feel my sweats go further up my waist and a sharp pain in my groin as he raises me up by the band of my sweats. I feel intense pain as the crotch of my sweats moves further up into my boxers but i can't yell out in pain for i know what will happen. He has me hanging a little lower than his eye level as. He has me dangling by the back of my sweats as he starts to yell.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!! YOUR SUCH A DISGRACE TO ME!! MAKING CARELESS MISTAKES LIKE THAT!!"

I'm looking at the floor to scared to make eye contact

"LOOK AT ME!!" He screams

He raises his hand and in a swift moment I'm expecting to be slapped. I almost am but as his hand comes in contact with the side of my face he grabs my chin and forses it upwards so i have to look at his face.

"ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME?! YOU ARE A DISGRACE SEBASTIAN ARGUELLO!! A DISGRACE!!!" he screams

Then throws me down on the floor and i slide agents the wall.
I want to cry but i scold myself for it.

This happens almost every day. I think to myself. You should be used to this by now sebb this has been going on forever you don't need to cry.
At the same time I want to say to myself that this isn't a normal thing, this doesn't happen to many people, you have the right to cry because you are in an intense situation.
But i push it all aside and walk out of the hallway and into the living room to see him sleeping on the couch like a baby just after beating his son.

Oh my God the first chapter is done y'all i have such a vision for this book I'm so exited. So that was an intense chapter they all won't be that intense unless they have sebb's dad in them still working on a name for him. Anyways I'll update soon see you later my lovelys.