I Will Always Be There ✔️ (Sebasdion) BxB

Seen (part 35)

Rek's POV:

I run over and crouch down in front of Sebb i feel so bad this is all my fault none of this would have happened if i hadn't of done the business thing.

He looks so scared i grab him and pick him up. I walk out of the bathroom with him and start walking out of the building. Papá has already been notified and we have cars outside waiting.

When i exit the the building i see a familiar nice car off to the side. Where do u know that car from? I think to myself. I think back. It's Dion's car, i see him looking out the window.

I expect him to look nervous but his face is blank. I sigh and Cary Sebb into the back seat of the car. When we start driving i look at Dion again and still nothing. Lord what i have done has effected so many people.

We gat home and i take Sebb up to his room. I then go to my room and think.

I have ruined Sebb and Dion's relationship. They are both so depressed now. Lord i can't even get Sebb to smile it's like he can't even feel anything. I have crushed Dion he seems so blank, like he has nothing left. What happened with sebb never would have happened today if it wasn't for me. I have ruined everything. What am I going to do? Lord what have I done?

No stop im Spiraling i can't do this i need to be there for Sebb.

I get up from my desk and walk over to Sebby's room. I knock no awnser, i walk in and he is laying on his bed looking at the wall. He is emotionless, depressed, and lost.

That doesn't make my mood any better. I turn around and walk out of his room. It's only 5pm so i go into my room and start to work on my school work. After i go down for dinner and Sebb doesn't come down.

Papá doesn't seem mad that he doesn't show. He has gone through enough. What am I falling into. God. I go upstairs and i feel empty. I'm falling into something i have never felt this way.

I get into my bed and fall asleep slowly.  Once i wake up i feel worse. I wake up late and have to leave for the office. Sebb is already dressed and down stairs. Standing there emotionless, blank, and depressed.

God what have i done to him. Look at him there is nothing left in him. this is all my fault.

"Hijo" papá breaks my thoughts.

I get into the car and sit next to Sebb. The driver takes us to work. Sebb gets out of the car and stands by the door. Perfect posture, professional look, hiding everything. I get out of the car and stand next to him.

We walk up to the office and nothing changes he is still the same. The day goes slow and at noon i don't have the energy to get up and get lunch. So i have 45 minutes to just sit.

I open my phone and check Snapchat. I see that Sebb is still in his office. God what have i done. What happened to the little Sebby that could laugh at the simple things in life, be happy even when it seems impossible, and just be himself.

The rest of the day i do school work untill it's time to leave. When it's time to leave i get up and walk to my door. As i step out of my office i see Sebb step out he looks so sad. When he sees me his face switches to his professional blank face and we walk down to the car together.

Once we get home I end up spinning out of control. I think about doing something so unreasonable it seems stupid. I find myself going down stairs at 10pm and getting in my car. I drive i don't know where I don't even feel conscious at this point just empty.

When i come to my senses I'm standing on the edge of papás business building, one leg hanging off the edge, thinking about doing something that i feel should fix everything i have done. I have done enough already i can't make anymore mistakes i have hurt so many people.

I look down at the cars and the street lights from the top of the highest building in town.  One leg hanging over the edge, nothing left inside me, falling deeper and deeper into dispare and hopelessness.

There is nothing left here for me. Sebb I'm so sorry for everything i have done to you.

Te amo mi hermanito