After she got Jimmy to leave, we all decided to go to Taylor Swifts concert, because Kristyn is friends with Taylor. Hunter Hayes is an opening act for Taylor, hes an amazing singer, always loved his music. So im actually stoked to see him and Taylor in concert. Dani, Kristen, Kristyn, me and Niall and Erin all ride in a car. The others take a different car to the venue, I ask Niall to come with me, because I dont want to be without him right now. Erin and Sammy are talking to eachother in the middle seats. Dani brought Sammy with her and Harry, Louis, Liam, Sophia, El, Zayn and Perrie all rode in the other car.
After arriving at the arena, and getting everyone out of the cars, and settled we headed inside. After we got inside, Kristyn led us backstage to meet Taylor. What she didnt know was that Hunter was in her room. The second we got in the room, her eyes met Hunters. He came over and Taylor introduced the two. They talked the entire time, until the guy who was in charge got Hunters attention, and told him it was time to hit the stage. They exchanged numbers, and he said hed call her tonight. Kristyn was excited to say the least. Soon as he left, we wished Taylor good luck and we headed to our seats.
After the show was over, I was shocked how good it was. I was never a huge fan of Taylor, but she seemed sincere in her music and performance. I looked over at Kristyn who was texting, im guessing she was talking to Hunter, 'aw how cute is that !' I thought to myself. Someone who is really sweet, she found someone who actually seems to like her and wont just dump her, when he gets the chance. I was really happy for her, and cant wait to see where this may lead for her. Niall gave her his approval too, he talked to Hunter briefly and he seemed to like him. Im holding Erin in my arms and walk side by side with Niall back to the car, we wanted to let everyone else talk, but Erin was tired. We headed back to the car to let her lay down until everyone else came back.
"Niall, have I told you lately how lucky i feel to have you in my life?" I smirk at him, i really do love that man! He is what completes me, I am so happy to be having another baby with Niall. He is already an amazing father to Erin, and this next baby will be just as lucky. Well, except for the fact, that we now some what know what we are doing. What you all dont know, is that Erin wasnt our first child. We had a little boy before we got married, and his name was Josh. A lot happened, we got pregnant, then I broke up with Niall, because I thought it was best for him and his career. But then after we broke up, I thought there was no way I could take care of a baby on my own. I found a nice family to take care of little Josh, but I regretted it the second I did it. I then fought for him, told Niall i wanted him back and Niall agreed with me, and he supported me 100% . We got back together, we got little Joshy back, and were a little family. Not to soon after Josh got Pneumonia, he passed away 2 months later.
FLASHBACK-
A couple weeks ago Niall and I were hanging out Watching a movie and having dinner. Lets say that lead to something I wasn't proud of. Now today I'm not feeling so well. "Niall not feeling so well, can you make me some soup please babe?" I needed to distract him while I took a test. He left the room "Sure babe, be back in a little bit" and I ran into our bathroom and grabbed the test, I hadn't been on my period in 2 weeks. But I couldn't be pregnant, I wasn't married to Niall we were just dating. UGH this is all starting out wrong. Wait I could be sick and not be pregnant Take a deep breath Kacie. That is much better. I go to take the test and have to wait 5 minutes until I know for sure. "Kacie do you want some ginger ale too?" "Uhhh yeah sure baby thanks!"
__5Minutes later__
I slowly walk in the bathroom only to find the stick has a + pink sign. "CRAP! Are you Serious?" Great I heard footsteps "Babe you okay?" I take a big breath, I cant hide this from him, I know he wants to be a dad really bad. But he's not ready, I wouldn't blame him if he left, I cant let this baby ruin his career. "no I'm not okay, come in here I have to talk to you." He opens the door carefully while I sick on the floor, about to burst into tears because I know hell break up with me. This isn't some fan fiction where everything is okay and we live happily ever after. "Babe, I'm..... (I start crying) im....." I cant even say it I just point to the stick on the counter. His eyes go wide "You're pregnant?" he asked beyond shocked. "its not like you don't know how this happened Niall, You know how Babies are made." I say starting to get mad. Is that all he can say is "You're Pregnant?" I look at him expecting him to say something instead he just stares at walls. I get up and head to our bed sit down careful because I don't know what I'm doing. "I cant be a father yet, my career is just starting and I cant let it go down the drain. I worked to hard for this. What are we going to do?" he looks at me with a biggest puppy dog face. "Well im going to leave. You're right you aren't ready to be a dad. You have worked to hard for me and this baby to ruin your life. Plus I might give him or her up once they are born. Im not ready to be a mom, im scared. So ill pack up my stuff tomorrow and stay with my parents and ask what I should do." I sigh and grab a suitcase and start putting clothes in it. "Why are you leaving? Are we breaking up?" Niall has tears in his eyes. "Yes Niall, you cant be seen with me, especially when I start showing, papz will wonder what happened. You got me pregnant, that is not good for your image. So you're going to date Demi. I don't care if you want to or not she will look good for you guys. Do this for me." he nods with tears streaming down his face, I could tell he didn't want us to break up. But I know the Management wouldn't let us date even if we wanted to especially once I start showing. 'SCANDAL NIALL HORAN GETS GIRL PREGNANT' Nope wont let him go through that. "Niall if you still love me once I have the baby and we give him or her to a nice family and still want to be with me fine well get back together. But Promise me you wont be sad everyday, I hate when you're upset" he nods he comes over to me and engulfs me in his Horan Hug. We stay like that for at least 10 minuntes I cry into his shoulder and just keep crying. I know its going to hurt seeing him dating Demi while I'm having his baby. He pulls me away and looks me in the eyes while his are all red. "I WILL NOT DATE DEMI, I'm just waiting until you have the baby." he's made up his mind. I can't change it once he's made it up, I leave it at that. I left the house after I finished packing and Niall and I said our goodbyes. The hardest part of leaving was knowing im leaving him for 9 months. I got in my car and cried on the steering wheel for 20 minutes before I got up the courage to actually pull out.
___10 Months later____
So I had a baby boy, he was the cutest baby I think I ever laid eyes on. I got to name him, I always told Niall if we ever had kids and a boy first wed name him Josh. Niall loved that name and agreed to it. So I named him Josh or Joshy it was to cute to pass up. The family came and took him, but the second he left my arms was the worst feeling ever! I cant even explain it, leaving Niall in his apartment was the second worst feeling. I need my baby back, ofcourse that will involve court dates and what not. It's a month after I lost Josh to that family, I called my mom and told her I wanted to get him back "Lets go crib shopping, youll get him back you have a strong case and a lot of supporters. Well all be there to help." so I contact the family because I want to see my baby boy, they agree to let me have a couple hours with him. (I know this wouldn't happen in real life just bare with me) My mom and I go shopping with little Joshy. Crib shopping seems boring right? well no, not when im with my mom and baby. Its amazing looking at all these cribs that could soon be his. We ended up getting this Nice dark wood crib and some super cute blankets to go with it Green of course cause hes part Irish ! The 2 hours is over, so we take him back and go to set up everything. It looks adorable. I cant wait until I get to put him in it every night.
I decided to call Niall
"Ello?" I heard his irish accent and just melted right there, the boy I love more than anything. "Hey Niall, I know its kind of late" "No hey where are you calling from? it says blocked" "Oh whoops I forgot to change it back, sorry." "No its fine, how are you? I haven't heard from you in a few weeks." "Im great, just went crib shopping." I cant help but smile at that. "Crib Shopping? whaaa but you gave up Joshy I thought?" Gosh I love when he says his name! "I did....but im getting him back, Niall I cant stand this, hes my baby, ive been so depressed since he left me. I need him back" I stop talking cause im about to cry. "Okay. Okay, what do you need help with, im here for you baby. ill do anything." I smile at his willingness. I just told him that I needed him at the hearing. He agreed. We contacted the family, they were upset cause I think they have a feeling we'll win, we just didn't have anything against us. And, the father will be there, as well as my whole family, and all my friends. They agreed to it, even though I feel that they would give him up, if it made everyone happy. It was a month until the court date, but today I had a date with my son. Yes, they still let me see him, and take him out for a couple hours, even though he slept almost the whole time. He fell asleep on me, and I let him stay there for a while. Until my arm fell asleep on me, I would have let him stay longer so I could stare at him. But I invited Niall over to see him. So I put him in his new crib, and he seemed to love it! Niall came over, and I showed him our son. He couldn't stop looking at him, and kissing him. He was upset we didn't keep him in the first place. "Kacie, why didn't we stay together and keep that beautiful baby?" he looks at me sincere. "Because you have a job you need to keep, and it wont look good for one direction if you have a baby and are just dating the mom." I say, and I sit down, no tears YET. I just hate that I broke up with him to protect myself from getting hurt. "Plus I didn't think I was ready to be a mom, until I saw him, and looked at the boy who spent 9 months in my belly." Sounds weird I know but its just this connection you get when you're pregnant.
-END OF FLASHBACK-
He only lived to be 9 months old. It was the worst time of our lives, after we got married and had Erin we felt so blessed and lucky to have a healthy baby. Little did we know the doctors would say we were lucky to have even her. They said we couldnt have more kids, but here we are im 1 1/2 months pregnant. We seem to defy all odds and are the exception to every rule....well almost every rule.
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Our Little Miracle (A Niall Horan FanFic)
FanfictionWhat happens when Niall and his wife Kacie want to have another baby, but have to realize that it's a lot harder than they thought? They have to go through obstacles they never thought they had to face. Read more of Kacie and Niall's story along wit...
