Hey everyone my name is Kacie Horan. I married Niall about 6 years ago, and i have only been able to fall more and more in love with him since then. We have a daughter Erin, she's 3 1/2 years old and beyond amazing. This is the story of when we tried to have another baby.
All i hear is giggling from my cute little 3 1/2 year old daughter Erin, the most precious 3 1/2 year old ive ever laid my eyes on. Blonde haired, blue eyed little girl, dont know how she got the blonde hair, Ni and i were both born with brown hair. But she reminds me of her dad so much, appetite and her laugh is infectious like Nialls, she is her fathers daughter, and it only made me love her more than anything. We just figured shes little shell probably just grow out of it, it will turn brunette later on. Her and Niall were my whole world, i dont know what i would do without them. But i cant forget my best friend who has been there for me through everything. Dani Styles that is Harrys wife and my best friend since 8th grade. She was at my wedding my maid of honor of course and she was in the lobby when i gave birth to Erin. She is also Erins "Aunt" and Harry is her "Uncle". So anyways, im sitting on the couch smiling to myself, despite the sad news i was just given by my doctor. "Mommy, mommy, mommy, daddy and i just made snow angels and a really big snowman! :)" seeing her so happy made me all the more happy. But soon my smile faded away "You are my Angel!!!! that is soo cool, i need to talk to daddy though can you go play with your toys upstairs in your room Please for mommy?" "Yeah mommy love you!!!! Love you too daddy!!!!" "I love you more my little angel" Niall said to our little girl. my heart melted right there i couldnt help but smile at mine and Nialls adorable little girl that we cherished so much. "I love you too, Princess" i was able to get out in one breath.
After making sure Erin was upstairs and couldnt hear us Niall looked at me serious for a minute, i think he could sense the tone of my voice when i asked our daughter to go play. "Babe, what is it?" Niall sat down next to me on the couch and put his hand on my thigh. "Ni, it was negative. Were not pregnant. He just called a little while ago, i dont what else we can do, weve tried 3 times before this and we lost the baby in the first 5 weeks everytime. And now there wasnt anything at. Niall i want another baby, but this is just seeming like its not supposed to happen. Like God doesnt want us to have another baby." Niall looked at me with tears in his eyes threatening to over flow at any minute. "Babe, were going to keep trying until it works, well do whatever we have to! Weve always talked about having two kids a little boy and our princess. It will happen, maybe God is just saying this isnt the right time, right now with tour starting in 2 months. Maybe it will happen after this tour is over, Princess dont give up!! well keep trying okay I love you. I want you to be happy. We have a beautiful little girl upstairs that loves the heck out of us and vice versa. We have an amazing gift God gave us. Promise me you wont give up and that well try when i get back from tour!" I look down, but Niall doesnt like it when i dont look at him. He lifts my chin up with his finger so he could see my face. He was the most amazing man ever, i couldnt have gotten any luckier with who i married. He is so gentle and sweet and caring along with how amazing of a father he is to Erin. I honestly dont know what i'd do without the love of my life taking every step with me. He truly is a gift from God, sent to me to keep me positive and as happy as i could really ever be. I looked him, his eyes not as teary eyed as he stared back at me, his eyes as blue as ive ever seen them. He has no idea the affect he has on me, even after him and i have been together for 6 years, dated for 1 year and engaged for 6 months and married for 6 months, before we tried to actually have a baby, then Erin was born. It has literally been the best 6 years of my life.
****FLASHBACK****
It was the day Niall Horan and i met. It was June 2013 and my friends and i were in LA shopping and the boys were there in LA, and had just finished recording their Christmas album that would be released at the end of November that year. We were tired of walking and decided to go into starbucks: it was me, Kristen, and Dani. We all went in and ordered our drinks, but instead of giving them our names(we knew the boys were in LA) so we gave them the boys names. We really just wanted to know what the reaction would be from the girls since it was packed. Our plan (which by the way we didnt know what the end effect would lead too) was that they would say the names and wed say that we were taking it to the boys. Little did we know that the boys wanted to stop by the exact same starbucks we were at. So of course they call the names of OUR drinks saying the boys names and all the girls go crazy. But then the boys decided to take "their" drinks. But we stopped them me, i said Nialls name so i went up to him, and told him what we had done and he handed me the drink i ordered. He then complimented me on my outfitt that i wore saying he loved the sweatshirt, thats when i realized that it said "I ❤ Niall Horan" "Yeah well what can i say? I'm a Niall girl as your fans would say" :) he just laughed and said "Is that what they're saying these day?";) we both sat down at a table and started talking and realized we had a bunch of stuff in common. That is when Harry and Dani started talking and they hit if off right away too. Same went for Kristen and Liam. But i didn't really pay attention to what they were talking about, all i could do was stare in to this amazing guys eyes. That is when he got my attention. "You know we need to get our drinks and head back to the studio, but here is my number call me " I gave him my phone and he put his number in my phone and i did the same. We all left the Starbucks together and we started hanging out that next weekend. That was the first time i realized that my reality was way better than my dreams could even come close to comprehending.
***END OF FLASHBACK***
-Okay so this is a trial base right here Please let me know what you think of it, i will post the next part either tonight or in the morning before i go shopping. I promise this story is not bad at all, haha. Please comment so i know :)
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