Stressed&Depressed

Alpril 17, 2015

I had a moment today where it hit me and I decided that I wasn't going to let my anxiety and depression run my life anymore. I don't want to sit back and watch my life pass by. I don't want to be afraid to try new things because I'm afraid people will judge me, I don't want to stay in bed all day because I'm too sad, I don't want to not go out with my friends because I'm afraid. I don't want to hide in the shadows anymore and let the image society has set in my head rule my life. I'll never be perfect and I realize that. I have to stop trying so hard to be perfect, when perfect is unobtainable. The thought of perfection was always haunting me, casting it's dark shadow claws over me, but now I see the light. I'm already my own image of perfect. I'm trying, I'm working towards my goals. Sure this fight is going to be long and hard, but in the long run its going to be worth it. I know it.