January 25th 2016

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They never even gave me a chance. They always told me I could never make, I wasn't strong enough, I should stop trying. So I tried harder. I pulled myself out of the deep dark hole they put me in and found the path I needed to take in my life.

They always try to knock me down saying things like "because of your track record" or "I think you cheated, I don't understand how you got this grade." Since then I feel I have been falling, falling back into that hole I have worked so hard to climb out of.

I'm afraid that everything I worked for can be taken away with one word. I'm letting a man hold power above me because I'm afraid he can take away my dream, my future.

I'm scared to stand up for myself, I feel I have lost my voice again. I'm finding hard to breath as I sit here typing this. I'm afraid, for the first time in a long time, I'm afraid.

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